OMG I'M SOOOOOOO HUNGRY!!!
I don't know what is going on for the last few days I've felt so hungry. I've eaten net cals of just over 1250, which is normally enough for me, well I say enough, what I mean is I manage to get by! This is driving me mad, I just want to feel full and like I've had enough to keep myself going!!!
I think I'm going to have to do body jam tomorrow and if it's nice do some walking so I can earn a bear sized meal, instead of these mouse sized portions!!! However, I know that even though I've earnt it through exercise the chances are my choice will be naughty resulting in a sugar/sodium gain, or I'll be heavier from the amount of food I shove in my face and then the scales go up again and my hard work is undone!!!
I wish I could go back to having the same motivation as when I first started, that was the best hunger suppressant, I didn't have any naughty food for the first 10 weeks and it did not bother me in the slightest. Now all I can think about is bloody food!!! If I ever get to goal I'm going to be the worlds worst thin person, it will still all be about food!!!
I've just had three quorn sausages, a small spoonful of mash, green veg and gravy... and yet if dominos knocked on my door with a large pizza I recon I could easily polish off half of it before I started struggling... Or I could drive through a Maccy D's and comfortably eat a large burger meal... Chinese... Curry... Cheesecake... Syrup Sponge and Custard... Scampi and Chips... Massive bag of Doritos and Dip... Footlong Italian BMT from Subway... BBQ Ribs and Chips at Harvester... White Chocolate Torte... Pot of Chocolate... Toffee Pavlova... A Massive bowl of pasta in creamy white sauce... Full English Fry Up... Full Fat Coke... Shortbread... Garlic Bread... Ham and Cheese Toastie... Clotted Cream Ice Cream... Cauliflower Cheese... Cream Tea... Smoked Cheese... Victoria Sponge... Kettle Chips... Crumpets and Butter ... Cheesy Chips.................................
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SOMEONE HIT ME!!!! I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT FOOD!!!!!