Rkmriddell said:
planning on going home and doing nothing
Well that was an experience! Thankfully nothing bad showed up, was a bit worried actually as there's a history of bowel cancer in my family - mum has this done quite a lot. I've got IBS, which I kinda suspected anyway. Had lots of sedation and gas & air so feel quite chilled
good news x how long now do you need to be off plan for? x
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liripip said:I'm planning a nice afternoon with captain jack sparrow. Yum yum
rather enjoyed it lol. Stomach feels horrible tho, they have to pump air into your bowels and obviously it has to come out again. Rather embarrassing, hope it's all gone by the time I go to uni tomorrow. Looking forward to starting back on cd tomorrow, esp after reading two poems over on the team ideal thread - motivating stuff 2nd time lucky is a talented lady Think I'm going to go up to bed soon so I bid you all good night xx
liripip said:Didn't see much of jack sparrow this aft, fell asleep within ten mins! Was still awake at 2 this morning then alarm went off at half 6 so would've felt shattered without being drugged up. Woke up at half 3 when my brother brought boys Home from school. Felt quite out of it all evening, I've been slurring my words and everything! Feel quite smiley still
her poems are awesome. Aren't they c
it's nothing like feeling knackered and tired, it's a cosey tired isn't it zzzzzz x
Had a good sleep last night but really struggled to get up this morning. I just love my bed sooooo much lol. Just on the train back from uni, been working on my essay. I've got the basic plan set out and had a tutorial so feel a bit better about it. Just need to get cracking with it now. I've still got a fair bit to do on my major project too, think I'm going to do that when I get in.
Still feel a little spaced, the sedation is taking its time to wear off. My stomach hurts too, think that's due to having the camera in it tho, apparently I've got a very bendy gut so was difficult for the doctor to navigate. CD HQ emailed me back this morning and said I should stay off plan for a week! Don't think I trust myself not to go mad so after a little discussion on the team ideal thread I've decided to see how I feel and have a SS+ meal if I feel I need it. Really want a good result at next wi a week on Saturday. I feel in the zone but there's always a little part of me out to sabotage what I'm doing. Found a poem that I forgot I had that makes you take one day at a time. Just take each day as it comes, don't think "I'm not going to eat for 3 months", instead think "I'm not going to eat today" and repeat the same thought everyday. Makes it seem much easier
One day at a time is definitely the way through this, and i think we all have part of us that are out to sabotage it - we wouldn't be fat to begin with if we didn't eh x
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liripip said:Had a good sleep last night but really struggled to get up this morning. I just love my bed sooooo much lol. Just on the train back from uni, been working on my essay. I've got the basic plan set out and had a tutorial so feel a bit better about it. Just need to get cracking with it now. I've still got a fair bit to do on my major project too, think I'm going to do that when I get in.
Still feel a little spaced, the sedation is taking its time to wear off. My stomach hurts too, think that's due to having the camera in it tho, apparently I've got a very bendy gut so was difficult for the doctor to navigate. CD HQ emailed me back this morning and said I should stay off plan for a week! Don't think I trust myself not to go mad so after a little discussion on the team ideal thread I've decided to see how I feel and have a SS+ meal if I feel I need it. Really want a good result at next wi a week on Saturday. I feel in the zone but there's always a little part of me out to sabotage what I'm doing. Found a poem that I forgot I had that makes you take one day at a time. Just take each day as it comes, don't think "I'm not going to eat for 3 months", instead think "I'm not going to eat today" and repeat the same thought everyday. Makes it seem much easier
one day at a time.
Zest for Life said:
I'm feeling much better thanks. Well apart from a absolutely cracking migraine this dinner time. Had to go to bed it was that bad. Booked up this afternoon tho, managed to get some uni work done. I've not been eating that much, but was told that I should eat easily digestible food - mainly carbs. So I've had toast and a bit of pasta. Been weighed tho, I've stayed the same. Really pleased that I've not put any on. Think I should be ok to start back on cd tomorrow xxx
