Hi all,
had a lovely time swimming with the kids today. they want to go back tomorrow so probably will, only a week left of school holidays so will be nice to do something everyday that I'm not working.
I forgot to take lunch with us, I was so annoyed at myself. kids asks for McDonalds, I was so good and had a grilled chicken salad, only 133 calories
it was actually quite nice. I hate salad dressing so save on calories there. now that I'm thinking more about food, what I enjoy, how I feel after eating etc. There's loads of foods like McDonalds that just leave me feeling rubbish, full and bloated. I was really pleased after I'd eaten my salad as I felt comfortably full but not bloated or yakky.
I had a session with a peaceful eating coach today, some of the stuff she was saying was really interesting. She doesn't agree with dieting, only peaceful eating and believes that instead of trying to be slimmer, I should accept myself the way I am. I really don't want to accept the 14st 5lbs me, I'd be happy to accept a smaller me though lol.
She recommended a couple of books that look pretty good. I've ordered them so will update on here if they are worth buying.
I really want to up my exercise but find it so hard with the kids being off school, hopefully be able to do more when they're back at school. I love them being off but really looking forward to getting back into routine now and being able to work more. I love my job.
I've noticed that I'm not feeling hungry as much now, not sure if its because my stomach has shrunk or because I'm more aware of when I actually need food. guess its good for weight loss though.
I feel so determined to succeed to my goal weight. I just worked out that if I lose 2lb a week, I'll be 11st 13lbs by the end of the year. I'd be over the moon if I was in the 11s this year. 3lb a week would pretty much take me to my ultimate goal weight but that's a little optimistic. I haven't been in the 10s for years so that will be exciting
What's crazy is that when I was in the 10s I thought I was fat lol. I was no where near fat.
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