Minerva
...we're sinking deeper.
It seems to have all started with the 'allowing' yourself that day on packs, day on veg approach - meant the packs weren't ingrained as the 'only' thing you could have. It's ok, we all fall off the wagon every once in a while - get back on it, you know you can. It's hard, but possible. Keep temptation out of the house ENTIRELY for the first 2 weeks - if you can stick to ONLY packs with NO DEVIATIONS for those two weeks, you'll be ok.
Good luck
Good luck