dextersmum
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Thanks dextersmum, am trying to get back on plan but failing miserably think I'm just going to get the funeral over with (tomorrow) and get back on track then when things have settled down, I'm ashamed to admit I've fallen back into binge eating these past two wks, eating in secret so know one knows :cry: really need to try and get re-focused!! Hope Coco is feeling wee bit better today M x
Thinking of you tomorrow (BIG hugs) xx
I agree......don't think about SW at the mo.....just wait until this sad time is easier to manage and then you can get back on the wagon. I'm a compulsive/binge/secretive eater and did suffer from bulimia a few years ago but feel that I SM getting there slowly. It will always be there and stress is my trigger - hence yesterday's woopsie but have eaten loads today and all on plan
The biggest change for me now is just concentrating on one day at a time. If I had a greedy day in the past it would become a greedy week! Now I seem to be able to put it behind me and not beat myself up about it - progress
I have had to stop drinking my wine though and I really, really miss it but i get the munchies with my drink - cheese, choccy etc and I have found that I prefer syns for foody treats or enhancing meals (cannot give up my salad cream!). I have also stopped drinking so much diet coke and having sugar free squash instead which has increased my fluids.
Phew.....rambling a bit now ........ BUT pleased to announce that Coco is recovering