Louise24
Gold Member
Woop woop.
So, I get there, see his car... Poo myself so drive off down the road. I then turned round and went back, shaking like a leaf.
Knocked on the door and it was eventually answered after the longest wait of my life, by Beth, his friend from work. Was put off my stride as it wasn't him, so said something like he's out the back ill go get him. Another wait. Whilst I tried not to throw up on the doorstep.
He comes to the door and was really awkward for a bit, especially as I think Beth was still listening so we walk away from house. Had random chit chat where he moaned about his ex still bothering him (wtf??). I talked about new job I'm applying for etc and how I'm planning to buy another house with my brother (this was a lie I made up as I know he is beyond skint and I childishly wanted to rub his face in it).
I then asked why he lied about wanting to stay friends and allowing me to worry about him etc, he said it was because of the depression etc, to which I replied along the lines of.... Really? Not because you were too busy shacked up with your new girlfriend to care? He barely twitched, but denied that was why we split up etc, I told him he's not that blooming special that I couldn't have handled the truth rather than his lies.
Bit more silence, he then apologised and wished me good luck with everything so... I looked him up and down said "thanks" turned on my heels and walked away, head held up high, and got into my car and drive away.
Ha.
Am v glad Beth was there as meant I didn't go skitz, I maintained my dignity and walked away, yeah it was hard and I'm putting a brave face on it, I can't pretend my heart didn't flutter when I first saw him but, its over now. I got the final word.
Have blocked him on twitter now so that was the final link.
The end. X
So, I get there, see his car... Poo myself so drive off down the road. I then turned round and went back, shaking like a leaf.
Knocked on the door and it was eventually answered after the longest wait of my life, by Beth, his friend from work. Was put off my stride as it wasn't him, so said something like he's out the back ill go get him. Another wait. Whilst I tried not to throw up on the doorstep.
He comes to the door and was really awkward for a bit, especially as I think Beth was still listening so we walk away from house. Had random chit chat where he moaned about his ex still bothering him (wtf??). I talked about new job I'm applying for etc and how I'm planning to buy another house with my brother (this was a lie I made up as I know he is beyond skint and I childishly wanted to rub his face in it).
I then asked why he lied about wanting to stay friends and allowing me to worry about him etc, he said it was because of the depression etc, to which I replied along the lines of.... Really? Not because you were too busy shacked up with your new girlfriend to care? He barely twitched, but denied that was why we split up etc, I told him he's not that blooming special that I couldn't have handled the truth rather than his lies.
Bit more silence, he then apologised and wished me good luck with everything so... I looked him up and down said "thanks" turned on my heels and walked away, head held up high, and got into my car and drive away.
Ha.
Am v glad Beth was there as meant I didn't go skitz, I maintained my dignity and walked away, yeah it was hard and I'm putting a brave face on it, I can't pretend my heart didn't flutter when I first saw him but, its over now. I got the final word.
Have blocked him on twitter now so that was the final link.
The end. X
