Low self-esteem Fatty to slim Confident women ( i hope)

[Yolande]

Wow 50 days that great I'm moaning about 24 days ha ha . Well done as always your doing great xxx

Well when i was on early days i could not imagine being on day 50 ha ha ha its just like being on day 50 cant picture doing 90 days I really prefer the whole thinking about it week to week it really makes time go faster and easier

 

[Yolande]

Bumped into a friend of mine who i have not seen for a couple months and she does not know im on diet asked me staright out how much weight i have lost i went a bit red dont know why lol i said 3 stone she said she can totally tell especially on my face and she went on to say wow so that was a nice boost today =D I need to prepare better for future compliments and not turn into a red tomato face guess im just not used to compliments like that ha ha ha

 

[angelupnorth]

Just read your diary from start to finish and it's great. I just hope I can be as strong as you. You have done amazing ! ! !

 

[Yolande]

Thanks hun =) Well i read your diary earlier and you are going strong!!! You will do amazing.

 

[Yolande]

Dreamt about food last night again easter eggs to be exact.. i found one in my bag and could not stop myself eating it then went digging through every bag i owned and easter eggs popped up every where and i was racked with guilt for cheating that i actually stopped eating them. Was so relieved to wake up to find it being a dream =D I am being such a lazy ass today only got out of bed to soak in the bath now back in it even tho the weather is beautifull today im just sooooooo tired had such a crazy busy week at work just wana be lazy today so tomorrow i will go for a very nice long walk (my luck it will now rain tomoz) Hope everyone is having a good weekend.

 

[ayshaahmad]

Ooh your day sounds lovely, I will have one like that one day!!!

 

[Yolande]

Ha ha ha i think even if you could have a lazy day you would still be busy =D

 

[Yolande]

Yeah the tetra'a are smaller but i have been on them from day one they all i like so have them everyday so im used to it now.. I have had 4 dreams about food and feeling guilty since being on CD its nuts ha ha

 

[Nikki T]

I first did the Cambridge 2 years ago my starting weight was 17 stone 4 Lb 2 years on I'm back on to lose a little weight pre holiday !! However now at 11 stone 10 Lb I'm far more self conscious of myself and my weight !! I've never felt fatter :-(

 

[Jelliebabe]

Hi Yolande - Your day sounds like BLISS - I wish it was mine, I was rather busy - Just sat down now!

Lol at your dream properly funny!

Wagglestaff - remember to have a big glass of water with the Tetra as you need extra if you have them! I dilute mine in coffee or hot water!

 

[Yolande]

Hey Nikki wow you lost loads =) Its odd that even tho you were bigger before you now feel more self concious, my friend is the same she was about 16st went down to 10.5st and she is so self concious now too... where as i would just dream of weighing 11st and thinking id be happy but i dont know how i will feel when i get there... our minds are very messed up.

 

[Yolande]

Hi Yolande - Your day sounds like BLISS - I wish it was mine, I was rather busy - Just sat down now!

Lol at your dream properly funny!

Wagglestaff - remember to have a big glass of water with the Tetra as you need extra if you have them! I dilute mine in coffee or hot water!

My food dreams just seem to be getting wierder all the time lol

 

[Yolande]

Don't feel like that hun! You will get there and this forum really helps

Yolande I think I will be used to them in time as they taste soooo much nicer! Just a soup for me to go now tonight. Bit down though as CDC's scales showed a lot less loss than mine. So feel a bit disheartened tonight xo

That is why i do not weigh myself at home my scales are always way off from my cdc scales but mine at home make me heavier so i decided to put them away and just check it weekly or i will drive myself crazy. Dont be disheartened hun, you are doing fab and i have learnt to rather look at the loss i have in a month instead of a week cos some weeks are great and other not. Dont let it get ja down.

 

[ayshaahmad]

Ha ha ha i think even if you could have a lazy day you would still be busy =D

Haha soooooooo true!!!

 

[Nikki T]

Hey Nikki wow you lost loads =) Its odd that even tho you were bigger before you now feel more self concious, my friend is the same she was about 16st went down to 10.5st and she is so self concious now too... where as i would just dream of weighing 11st and thinking id be happy but i dont know how i will feel when i get there... our minds are very messed up.

It's true I think you always have a goal In mind mine was 12 stone I'm past that now but I must say you crave more and more weight loss cambridge is very addictive !! However I haven't missed the products !! You will get there soon enough and the weight loss will spur you on

 

[Yolande]

I think it will be the strangest feeling ever cant remember how it feels to be slim =S Cant even imagine how it will feel but i guess im going to find out just hope my head catches up with the weight loss =D

 

[Yolande]

Thank you Jelliebabe! Great tip I will deffo be doing that from now on.

And thank you Yolande too, had a horrendous evening. Feel so upset and hungry I am day 5.. I just hope in time it gets easier. I know it is the scales thing that has bothered me.. will put mine away. I just want to curl up this evening.
Getting through dinner and easter eggs tonight has been hell xo

Hey i can put my hand on my heart and say day 1&2 were a breeze for me then day 3,4,5&6 were hell!!! I was moody and starving and literally drooling at the smell of food but then all of a sudden it got easier like much easier maybe i went into ketosis late or it just took me longer to get over head hunger and i think the fact i binged so bad just before didnt help. Either way i got through it and im going into week 8 tomorrow and i tell you no lies it has become like a way of life for me so so much easier i do have days when i feel down or crave something or miss food ESPECIALLY missing my social life but then i come on here and all these lovely folk make me feel so much better and the feeling passes. Hang in there you are doing so great.Hope you have woken up feeling better

 

[Yolande]

So guess what i had yet another food dream ha ha ha BUT this one was different i was wearing a big massive baggy jumper and making hot dogs with friend onions but i was in control and happy just had the one felt satisfied poured myself a jd and coke and was socialising with my friends i took my jumper off and i was actually THIN!! I had a dream that i made my goal and i was in control now thats a first have never dreamt of being thin LOL made me feel so good and i looked dam good as a slimmer person ha ha ha my head is a crazy place but it can keep the dreams like that coming i felt so amazing =D

 

[Jelliebabe]

It must be sinking into your subconscious that you're going to do it..... I thinly my head is coming round to the idea... myum said my cousins daughter is getting married In June and they will have a big party for everyone to go to on the Saturday and I said how nice I'll be thin by then.... first time I think I've believed I can do it!

 

[Yolande]

I think you are right jelliebabe it is finally sinking in cos we know its going to work... its a great feeling isnt it? =D