Thanks everyone.
I'm good Minerva, been really busy at work and have been so tired of an evening that I haven't had the motivation to do anything. I did a bank shift on the ward on Saturday (kind of regretted booking it by mid week, but it wasn't too bad, very little choice of what to eat at work, on a 12.5 hour day, I had 1 chicken & sweetcorn sandwich and a white coffee for lunch and a tuna roll type thing with crisps and sprite zero, so I don't think that was too bad?), and just spent the day today catching up around the house (sandwich at lunch time and stir fry in the evening).
I'll try and weigh myself early this week. Hopefully I'll have lost 0.25kg or more as that would bring me up to a stone. My uniform is definitely not as tight and I don't come home each evening with angry red marks around my waist (what is it you and Mark called it, a NSV?)
I'm trying not to think about this whole thing as a diet now. At times when I do, and I think about how much I have to lose, it just seems an impossible task. I probably have about 10 stone in total to lose (it sounds slightly less scary in kg - as I tell my patients, kg doesn't actually mean anything, so I find it less intimidating!) Instead, I'm tying to think of it more as healthy eating. I don't actually think I am truly dieting - I had a couple of biscuits and a scone at nan's the other evening, I had cake at some point last week. I had a couple of bottles of beer today (from the girl who usually chooses wine or cocktails!) However, I have really cut right down on the amount of unhealthy foods I am eating compared to previously. I am trying to be more aware of calories than I was before and if I want a snack, I am trying to chose healthier alternatives, and generally, I think I am. I hardly eat chocolate now, I don't buy cakes from the shop. Bread is still my weakness. I could sit there and eat a whole loaf of the stuff toasted, I'm sure (just to be clear, I have never done that, the most I have eaten in one sitting is 6 slices - I was a teenager, I think I may have been hungover and needed something good to eat - and that was only once!)