Well today's been a bit up and down. The ups being that I stayed TS and drank loads. The downs being that i spent a lot of the day staring at sonnys growing collection of easter eggs haha. Aw I hate Easter. Thing is im not a sweet tooth, I much prefer savoury treats but I think it's knowing they're there and I can't have them? Doesn't help that sonny doesn't eat a lot of chocolate so he's taken out he sweets and toys but isn't going near the actual eggs!! Argh! Plan for tomorrow is to melt them all down and make cakes for him, he loves cakes and I don't, result! On a positive note, I started my yoga again today, used to go to a class but it wasn't busy so it got cancelled but I got a DVD from the guy who ran it so I could do it at home. I'd got to the point where i could easily get into all the positions, and not be sore next day! Today I was a bit stiff and I already ache lol, but I'll get used to it again! Also in a crappy mood cos like a baby i miss my mum. There's not a day goes by when I don't speak to her and I feel selfish cos shes on holiday enjoying herself an here's me being a big sop lol. Another good note, spent a lot of time at the cemetery in the last few days. I used to struggle with it, but its such a beautiful place and im really at peace with it now, and sonny loves visiting "granny's garden". My gran was really supportive of me losing weight and always wanted to see me achieve my goal and because I kept failing she didn't get to, but I'm determined to do it.
What an essay I've wrote lol
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