Girls, how nice of you to have fun while I am having a good old (and badly needed) rant
makes life so much easier hehe
Not too sure what's wrong with me at the moment, but i just can't get my head round proper healthy eating..
still have my TOTM (which is a nuisance itself - no more for the next 3 months of that sh*t - I promise) AND have a big graving for chocs.. BIG TIME!
can't remember when I last had it this intense, but i know that eating it won't really make me feel better it will make me want more and that's only going to depress me.. :cry: and I don't want to gain again next week, so I gotto be good! Do you lot know the feeling where everything you stuff your face with just won't be enough? won't make you feel satisfied once you've done eating it? THAT's how I feel.. and I hate that feeling and won't give in..
*Grins* I even got some chocolate (kitkat bunny for 3pts) for after dinner yesterday but got so angry that I was still feeling this way that I didn't want it in the end.. well, I did WANT it but it wouldn't be helping in any way.. So my OH enjoyed his bunny while mine is still laying on top of the fridge (at least that's where i hope it still is)
Can this really all be down to PMS and the coinciding depressing gain of one measly weasly pound?? CAN IT??
I don't know, and don't care really.. will stick to my venti skinny sugarfree vanilla latte and my banana and wait for it to be over.. or for Nikki to tell me off on Sunday!
At least I have printed out everything for Sunday, know how to get to East Finchley (sooooo out of the way of everything) and will have to leave around 7:30 too.. on a sunday.. the one day I am 'allowed' to stay in bed as long as I like.. :cry: I really didn't think it through when I signed up..
But it will be good.. am sure - and if not I have something else to complain about thoughout the week - that'll keep me going!
And I just found out that my phone does only supports normal skype calls, no skype video calls.. so why exactly does it have that little camera pointing right into my face? AAaahh, video-calls.. but I have to pay extra for them
of course, why not? not that Skype would to exactly that, but all for free.. well, guess they need to get there money somehow, huh?
So, enough of all this now, have to update the team fred (which I should've done days ago
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