A friend of mine I made through the s&s group is in a similar position to you Mere, also near goal and finds that she's constantly sabotaging herself. She's been within 10lbs of goal for probably a year now I think and there's always a reason why she hasn't gotten there. I've told her that maybe she's not meant to get to that magic number she has in mind, that maybe her body is just comfortable where it is, but she's determined that she wants to see that number on the scales.