Thought id do a quick update. Feeling much more positive today. Kept away from the scales again, they were messing with my head, so I'm going to try my best not to weigh till group. Going to be wierd going in completely blind as to how I've done as I can usually guess the result according to my scales. Im usually right!
Went to asda today and spent over £40 on nappies, loo rolls, baby wipes and dishwasher tablets and with my multibuy savings and £5 off voucher I got that and my week's shop for 3 for £97 which wasnt bad. Also bought a large chicken and lots of fresh stuff.
Mum and dad are coming tomorrow, so I'm doing an extra easy day and roast chicken for dinner. Just 1 syn on gravy
After the supermarket I made some bacon, egg and cheese muffins. My husband loved them, had 2 and he wanted more. They are just mini versions of the sw quiche recipe so completely free. I might make some more with half a cherry tomato on top for the miss slinky party on weds. At the last group my friend was telling the other ladies to vote for me! Don't think I'll get it though, there's a new lady who's doing really well and I think she'll win, but we'll see.
So feeling better, I think I need to accept that for me maintaining will be following plan as if I'm trying to lose as I seem to have a four weekly gain. It's fairly regular from what I can see in my book and I've had quite a few unexplained gains along the way. The first time it happened I was devastated as I was something like 0.5lb away from my next award. It also happened last time I did sw and ended up giving up. I can't believe that at the beginning of jan I will have been following sw for a full year. I think that shows I've made it a permenant lifestyle choice. When I had that Chinese on weds I found it almost impossible to eat. The chips I once loved I found greasy, the sweet & sour was heavy and salty and just too much. I felt sick after about 3 mouthfuls of it! Still really enjoyed spring rolls and prawn toast though

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Right, bedtime. It is now midnight, I got up at 6 and I'm beyond tired! Day off tomorrow. So I shall stop wittering on!
Night night all

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