Hi everyone
My name is Russiandoll and I'm a fallen angel ... :break_diet:
As some of you know, I've had more than my fair share of curve balls chucked at me lately - the worst being the death of my dear nephew a couple of weeks ago. His funeral was last Tuesday (emotionally harrowing). Life lately has been an emotional rollercoaster but now I'm hoping to get things back on track.
I want to raise some money for James' favourite charity and present it to them on what would have been his 21st birthday (Nov 10th): one of the things I hope to do is to organise a sponsored slim so I need to get my head back into dieting mode before I start asking around.
I started SSing again yesterday and have an appointment with my CDC tomorrow (Monday). I was weighed by her last Monday and was 16st 4lb ... obviously I'm not expecting any fab results by tomorrow as I'll have only been SSing for two days!
I NEED to do this: I need to do it for myself and I need to do it for James. His death has made me realise how fragile life is and how I need to make more of it, which is something I find hard to do as the pounds pile back on.
I can barely fit into anything now. I'm down to one pair of jogging trousers, a pair of threadbare stretchy jeans and a couple of T-shirts - I don't have a single jacket that I can do up: but I refuse to make myself comfortable by buying more stuff in bigger sizes.
So here I go again - a fallen angel who wants her halo back. Hopefully I can get it with the help of all the angels on here