Day 6:
Have been feeling very tired today, no energy, woke up at 1am, 3am, 4am, then 5:15am and decided I couldn't be arsed to go back to sleep! So have nearly been awake for 12 hours and I'm already bathed and ready for bed!
I find every day now I'm willing bedtime to come, so I can lay in bed and not do anything.. 7pm can't come soon enough! My 11yo isn't happy about it, but he just sits in his bed playing Xbox whilst I sleep.. God knows what time he does fall asleep but he's up at 6am, so can't be too late!
Today I've had vanilla shake with ice for breakfast
Then 2 litres of water,
Lunch was a strawberry shake with loads of ice
And I'm currently nearly half way through my second bottle of 2litre water
Sainsburys delivered the wrong water tho.. They gave me still instead of sparkling, but I actually prefer it now.. I'm feeling a lot less bloated and I get less heartburn too! And seeing as they delivered 20 2 litre bottles, there's no way I'd be able to walk them all back for a replacement! Haha
I've not cooked food yet for the kids today, but have baked jam tarts for the kids, my sister and my mom. It was such a yummy smell.. Was so tempted to try. But just had a sniff and was happy! Also went to the local supermarket to buy more ice! I'm going through 2 big bags every 5/6 days! Ooops!! Although, kids have been having innocent smoothies crushed up with ice.. They love them!
Offered to buy the kids some Kettle chips (my BIGGEST weakness) but they turned them down! Was pretty impressed! Although they did ask for some jellybeans and bottled water! Hw could I say no!
I'm really bored now though I've done all the little jobs about the house, kids are playing the PS3 in the living room, so. Can't watch tv.. Suppose it's dinner time soon.. Spag Bol, which I don't like! So easy to resist food!
I've also been thinking today... My goal weight is my birthday.. I really want to do something on this day (food wise, as I will be eating foods by then) and I've not eaten cake in years.. I'm not such. Abig fan, but I'm petrified of foods containing EGG! I'm wondering, if I can get over my fear of this.. And actually have a slice of cake?!! I'm not sure if I will cave and have a vegan slice.. But I'm going to ask my sister to buy me one from our fave cupcake bakery and not let me know it's ingredients...
I'm also hoping.. That I can start eating quorn foods... As they all contain egg and milk.. They will become my main source of protein after I've given up this diet.. I've already bought some ham slices.. In case I physically can't cope and need to eat something, but as I say.. I'm scared to hell of trying food with egg...
Another thing.. My mum has invited us for Sunday dinner.. THIS IS A BIG DEAL... She never EVER EVER invites us over.. Last time we had Dinner there was Xmas day 2 years ago.. every Sunday she makes a roast.. And we're always the only ones out of the WHOLE family who never get invited.. (it's because I have 4 kids!) even though my twin sisters both have babies and partners.. They're invited every week! So... We're off for Sunday dinner.. I was going to just have my shake before we visited.. BUT.. As I have a weeks trial of Slim & Save, I thought.. I might have a day on this diet instead and have my 200g of veg and a cottage pie packet there.. So at least I'm sat at the table and eating with the kids.. As they'll find this strange, seeing as our being there is a big deal!
I'm kinda scared of my 7th day being one that involves actual food.. But as its all going to be "on plan" I can't see much damage being made.. And as I'm not weighing myself.. I'm not going to know if it has hindered a big 1st loss!
I may continue to do the whole week on S&S too, to get them over and done with (and to taste the difference) but was planning on doing this in week 3... But I suppose whenever I do it it will be an experience and I'll know which plan I'm ultimately going to follow..
Anyways. I talking waaaaay to much!