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Id complain for sure! xxx
 
well i have managed to stick to plan all week since re-joining on thursday :) which is great as had only been managing 2 days max beforehand.

start work at 3pm today :( *sigh* ....but only 3 shifts to go until i leave so i should be excited but i'm in a foul mood for some reason. the kids keep asking me why and leaving and telling me not to go, which is a little upsetting! planning on doing a little leaving thing with the kids on thursday with a buffet.
 
i'm on a late again tommorow and start on 11:30am on my last day.

i have my very 1st gyno appointment on thursday morning but i've just taken my periods. do you think i should go anyway....or do you think they'll wanna have a poke around down there? ...don't want to reschedule as it's taken over 3 months for the appointment.
 
They can still do what they have to do so don't reschedule, especially if you have waited a while for the appointment
 
Ha ha they are professionals, they know what they are doing. Just explain it to them when you get there
 
They'll be use to it hun, don't worry - I'm sure the coil is only fitted when you're "on".... this is what puts me off to be honest, but they are use to it. xxx
 
last day of work tommorrow! woo!

start work today at 3pm...got to shop for buffet stuff before then as won't have time tommorow.

finish work at 10:30pm then in the morning i have to drive about 6 miles to get to a 9am class for weigh-in, then back 6 miles to get to hospital for 9:30am, then get to work at 11:30am!!! argh!!!
 
got it all out of the way! managed to lose 5.5lbs this week :D yay!!! so glad about being back in control again.

had my leaving buffet at work and sang 'total eclipse of the heart' on singstar with the campest teenager i have ever met....was a very flamboyant performance from both of us :D ...my colleagues also bought me a beautiful silver bracelet with set crystals and my friend/colleague also got me a huge real crystal pendant. felt very spoilt! i was supposed to finish work at 7pm but left at 9pm as i was having fun - i managed to hold back the tears, but when i said goodbye to my friend who bought the pendant we both sobbed. we will keep in touch, but it's the end of an era and we've been very close through lots of ups and downs for 3 and a half years. i sobbed all the way home in the car!!!

feeling a little lost now - got 9 days off and nothing to do! what can i do??? ...i should make an effort to exercise, but we'll see!!!
 
thanks - felt so much better shifting a wedge of my 15lb gain....9.5lbs to go!

would love to lose another 16.5lbs by xmas, which would give me my long overdue 3 stone award. need work bloody hard at that though!

not sure about 'me' time... that tends to involve me lying in bed until 3pm!!! ....i need to shift my arse and do things.
 
I've never been able to do that. I can laze on the sofa all day but as soon as I am awake I have to get out of bed
 
I've never been able to do that. I can laze on the sofa all day but as soon as I am awake I have to get out of bed

yeah but me and my boyfriend live at my parents, so our bedroom is our lounge/dining/bed room!!! i could get up and sit in the lounge, but that would mean watching re-runs of family fortunes on challenge tv and dinnerladies - the unfunniest comedy since the vicar of dibley! ...so i stay out of the way.

i may try and go for a walk tommorrow, but i'm not making any promises. will only go if i can sort my ipod out as i find walking SOOOOO BORRRRING!!!
 
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