DAY 21
Hi all, read through your diaries and delighted you are all keeping it together and moving on down the scales. Woo hoo.
I've been having mixed days, motivation wise, emotionally and physically. But really when I look back nothing too bad.
my biggest problem some days is the timing of the packs. If I have an early breakfast and a late lunch, then I am starving and want my third pack shortly after the second which leaves me nothing for later on in the evening, so on a couple of days I find myself snacking after my second pack but before my third. This is also the time I cook dinner for my family so more temptation that I find hard to resist.
i think the answer may be to leave my first pack as late as possible in the day thereby making my eating day shorter.
i think it is almost TOTM, which can affect me a week or so before and my compulsions to eat go all over the place. Now I am more aware of this this month, I can try to fight it and will do my best to do so. My emotions also go all over the place, so you better not look crooked at me!!
last Tuesday my hubby said he could see a difference in me when I was standing at the cooker, SNACKING as I cooked the dinner. That stopped my snacking for that day. It's amazing what a bit of positive feedback can do.
So today is day 22, three weeks completed, and in need of further motivation, I've decided to have my first weigh in. I tentatively popped up on the scales and was astounded and delighted to see my weight at 13st 7.5lbs. That's 13.5 lbs gone. Almost a stone. Gone are the 14s. Oh yes! Happy days.
I dont plan to weigh myself for another few weeks depending on how my motivation goes. My next goal is to get under 13 whenever that may be. I accept that me being me, there will be blips along the way but I'm also learning to get better at forgiving myself and moving on rather than throwing the towel in.
thanks for listening. Hope you all have a great day.
m