nomoremuffintop
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Mini goal one isn't looking great either because I really want to have a look at the scales!! Hmmm...
Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....
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nomoremuffintop
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nomoremuffintop said:
Ok I failed mini goal 1,
weight today 12 stone 11.8lb
nomoremuffintop
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Sod not scale hopping it just doesn't work for me. Have a good day I'm off to join the gym. X
nomoremuffintop
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I'd rather be a scale addict than a food one 
So, the gym was way too complicated! Treated myself to a new lap top instead now I can be back to the minimins serial poster that I used to be whoop!! Gotta help me to stick to this if I can see all everything minis have to offer in its full capacity xx
Really hungry but have major ketosis breath??! Strange?!
Went to Tesco got 3 for 2 on ultra slim bars so that's 9 bars for just over 5quid. And got lots of strawberry water as they had no apple left. Nearly home. Might have half a soup. Had a litre of water and a banana and cinnamon shake this morning but wish I had waited and had my shakes later in the day, it feels like it's going to be a long one.
So, the gym was way too complicated! Treated myself to a new lap top instead
now I can be back to the minimins serial poster that I used to be whoop!! Gotta help me to stick to this if I can see all everything minis have to offer in its full capacity xx Really hungry but have major ketosis breath??! Strange?!
Went to Tesco got 3 for 2 on ultra slim bars so that's 9 bars for just over 5quid. And got lots of strawberry water as they had no apple left. Nearly home. Might have half a soup. Had a litre of water and a banana and cinnamon shake this morning but wish I had waited and had my shakes later in the day, it feels like it's going to be a long one.
DustQueen
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nomoremuffintop said:I'd rather be a scale addict than a food one
So, the gym was way too complicated! Treated myself to a new lap top instead
Really hungry but have major ketosis breath??! Strange?!
Went to Tesco got 3 for 2 on ultra slim bars so that's 9 bars for just over 5quid. And got lots of strawberry water as they had no apple left. Nearly home. Might have half a soup. Had a litre of water and a banana and cinnamon shake this morning but wish I had waited and had my shakes later in the day, it feels like it's going to be a long one.
Lol why so complicated?
Wooooo for laptop!
Be strong hun you'll do it x
notsoskinnymarge
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Aye, I think if serial weighing keeps us off food, then its the way ahead
nomoremuffintop
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DustQueen said:
Oh there was loads of paper work and leaflets, the way they take a payment by cash now then again by direct debit on 20th but we can't start til we had induction which they can't fit in until the 1st and they need 30 before we even start, that's just to book induction and give us locker keys and I was like omg I can't cope with all this!! I just got in a fluster. Why can't they just take 60 a month by direct debit once we have had the induction and be done with it? Iv been to 3 gyms in my life but its never been so much hard work to join!
Iv set the lap top up but not even bothered with it since I done that yesterday. Iv been trying to get on here with my phone but the android app was being a pain and kept saying "contacting remote site" but doing nothing!
I messed up yesterday, was stressing about today (a year since my nan died) and about my brother inlaw coming to stay Friday with his girl friend and daughter. I'm not upset that my Nan died as some of you may remember from last year we didn't have a good relationship but I'm struggling to support my mum on my own, my dad is there but I need my big brother and he won't be here because he can't make it now. He did say he would be there but then his plans changed and I'm going to have to try and do it all on my own
I downloaded some music my mum will like. I'm going to get her to dance with me and am getting her some flowers and a sky lantern to light for my nan. Sounds so cheesy but my mum loves a bit of cheese and she deserves it. My brother is normally the one that thinks of something funny to say and silly stories he remembers about when we was small and mum would like the memories the way he says them. I don't recall a lot of my childhood as my depression wiped a lot of my memories. I really needed his help tonight but ill just have to try my best on my own anyway iv put on just under a pound today so that's not too terrible. Back to TS for now but I'm not sure how that is going to end up? X
charlie's~mummy
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awww hugs chick lifes hard sometime eh its my MIL's birthday today and she would have been 80! so were off out for something to eat and bought 3 pink heart shape helium filled balloons to tie a message to and let go later just give mum lots of cuddles and just you being there will help her so much knowing that you care xxxx
notsoskinnymarge
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You may not remember things from the past Muffy, but you still have hope and dreams for the future.
Sometimes these can be just as comforting, if not more, in sad times.
I bet, some of your past hopes and dreams are now memories
xxx
Sometimes these can be just as comforting, if not more, in sad times.
I bet, some of your past hopes and dreams are now memories
xxx
DustQueen
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nomoremuffintop said:Oh there was loads of paper work and leaflets, the way they take a payment by cash now then again by direct debit on 20th but we can't start til we had induction which they can't fit in until the 1st and they need 30 before we even start, that's just to book induction and give us locker keys and I was like omg I can't cope with all this!! I just got in a fluster. Why can't they just take 60 a month by direct debit once we have had the induction and be done with it? Iv been to 3 gyms in my life but its never been so much hard work to join!
Iv set the lap top up but not even bothered with it since I done that yesterday. Iv been trying to get on here with my phone but the android app was being a pain and kept saying "contacting remote site" but doing nothing!
I messed up yesterday, was stressing about today (a year since my nan died) and about my brother inlaw coming to stay Friday with his girl friend and daughter. I'm not upset that my Nan died as some of you may remember from last year we didn't have a good relationship but I'm struggling to support my mum on my own, my dad is there but I need my big brother and he won't be here because he can't make it now. He did say he would be there but then his plans changed and I'm going to have to try and do it all on my own
Ooo that does sound like a pain I can see why you didn't bother
Hope the day with your mum went ok xxx you're such a good daughter x
nomoremuffintop
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Thanks for the lovely replies I'm in bed now after a totally food over dosed 2 days. Hope I can get back to TS tomorrow I need to do this I really do night xx
night xx
nomoremuffintop
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Muslimah said:
Ah thank you muslimah that's sweet of you. I am not doing too good but I'm hoping to find the motivation I used to have again, this is a very hard diet but so worth it if its followed correctly! I hope you find it easier than I am at the moment and wish you all the luck in your journey xx
nomoremuffintop
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Quickly trying to catch up on stuff and jot in my diary. Woke up and feel like total poo sluggish bloated and ashamed. I can't keep saying "ill do it this time" "not stopping til goal" so although that's always my plan I won't say it. I'm staying away from my own diary for a while. I want to get into ketosis at least before I jinx myself again.
sluggish bloated and ashamed. I can't keep saying "ill do it this time" "not stopping til goal" so although that's always my plan I won't say it. I'm staying away from my own diary for a while. I want to get into ketosis at least before I jinx myself again.
nomoremuffintop
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Weight today 13.1.8 AGAIN!
