Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

This is the longest iv managed not to eat in ages! It's now 15.37 and I have had just a banana shake all day. Now I'm going to put dinner on for the kids and have a soup. Xx I know that a lot of people that I was close to on here have stopped following my posts as iv been such a let down and am constantly negative. I can only try my best but with my bipolar I'm finding everything really hard but no excuse for being a rubbish member of minimins. I am trying to keep myself to myself. Not making any friends and just focus on me. It's the only way I can do it at the moment. I still like to post in my diary though, then I can get it all out and not feel like I'm talking to myself. Also others might be able to relate to my experience and maybe find something I say helpful? If anyone searches my previous threads they would see that I know how to do this and that I did do very well! I don't feel that I need advice or deserve anyone's help as I always let people down. I don't want pity either... I just want to lose weight :( xx
 
Hi, I think I remember u from one of my stints on exante. Good for you taking the first step! You know how it works and how to do it, keep at it x
 
I'm having a soup. It's not an exante soup it's a slimm soup. Iv got a mixed box of bits iv picked up along the way. Some exante that a beautiful minimins member posted to me ages ago when I had no money at all to continue buying exante but I didn't use them. I was too weak but I'm going to appreciate them now ( I still owe her big time :( ) I also have some out of date biggest loser bars that I picked up cheap. So altogether I have 6 weeks worth of meal replacements and I'm going to use every single one this time without stopping... Please brain just do it! Xx
 
Oh babe so nice to have you back :D missed you!!
Hope your first day is going well still :) xxx
Well done for starting hun hope the positive attitude hangs around :)
*enoromusly big and squishy cuddles*
Missed you so much xxxxxx
 
Hey Muffster :D

How are ya? Sounds like your doing great today babes!!
I've been plodding along, but just had a thought to get back on here and see the old gang hehe xx
 
Hey :)


Thanks girls I'm ok. Could be better but I'm still going so that's what in focusing on right now. Iv lost 3lb so far. Was hoping for more but it's ok I'll keep hoping xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Hey :)

Thanks girls I'm ok. Could be better but I'm still going so that's what in focusing on right now. Iv lost 3lb so far. Was hoping for more but it's ok I'll keep hoping xx
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Great news darling x you'll be in ketosis soon and you'll feel much better :) well done on the 3lbs xxxxx
 
Hey sweetie just wanted to let you know I'm back :) but I'm doing slim n save this time put on two stone so it's gotta go lol how you doing sweetie? Xxx
 
shellreed2011 said:
Hey sweetie just wanted to let you know I'm back :) but I'm doing slim n save this time put on two stone so it's gotta go lol how you doing sweetie? Xxx
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oh im not getting anywhere as usual. i have stayed the same weight for a few weeks but i cant do the diet for more than 2 days. so depressed. good luck babe. atleast your back after gaining 2 stone not 6 like me. well done xx
 
DustQueen said:
Great news darling x you'll be in ketosis soon and you'll feel much better :) well done on the 3lbs xxxxx
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no such luck. i might as well give up and just forget about it because determination isnt anywhere to be found even though i hate myself the way i am. iv tried everything but i cant care enough about myself to do it xxx hope you are ok xx
 
Muffy, I have been the same, in that I couldn't stay on track for any length of time, and certainly got no where ketosis !
I have been trying healthy eating, which was ok, but no real losses :eek:
Now, I am trying JUDDD :)
I haven't really lost a great deal on that yet either, but I hope to, as it does seem to suit me. I like the freedom it offers :). I just have to try and not have too many up days, which have proven difficult, because I was away for a good few days.
I'm back to it now though :D

Keep trying other diets chick, if Exante isn't working for you. Eventually you will succeed !
Marge x
 
notsoskinnymarge said:
Muffy, I have been the same, in that I couldn't stay on track for any length of time, and certainly got no where ketosis !
I have been trying healthy eating, which was ok, but no real losses :eek:
Now, I am trying JUDDD :)
I haven't really lost a great deal on that yet either, but I hope to, as it does seem to suit me. I like the freedom it offers :). I just have to try and not have too many up days, which have proven difficult, because I was away for a good few days.
I'm back to it now though :D

Keep trying other diets chick, if Exante isn't working for you. Eventually you will succeed !
Marge x
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Hey Muff
I'm trying JUDDD too, only on my second day now so early days but I'm liking it :)
Why don't you have a look at it? The thing I like is you only need to "diet" for one day then you can eat again x
I'm at my heaviest ever weight again so it's not just you that has gone backwards x we all do it or this site wouldn't be so popular, if everyone succeeded and maintained straight away there'd be no one here x
Big hugs xxx
 
DustQueen said:
Hey Muff
I'm trying JUDDD too, only on my second day now so early days but I'm liking it :)
Why don't you have a look at it? The thing I like is you only need to "diet" for one day then you can eat again x
I'm at my heaviest ever weight again so it's not just you that has gone backwards x we all do it or this site wouldn't be so popular, if everyone succeeded and maintained straight away there'd be no one here x
Big hugs xxx
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thats so true babe. im now having a bottle of wine and waiting for my pizza to cook so iv failed again already. iv got a box full of a mixture if shakes/bars/soups and some slim and save meals iv just been collecting over the past 6 months. i have seen a few people recently that have been doing vlcd and im so jel that they look fab and im 17stones again :( i know that i say it evey time but im going to try really really hard tomorrow to start again. i did have a look at juddd after marge said she was doing it, it looks ok to me ill try to keep up and see how you get on :)


xxx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
thats so true babe. im now having a bottle of wine and waiting for my pizza to cook so iv failed again already. iv got a box full of a mixture if shakes/bars/soups and some slim and save meals iv just been collecting over the past 6 months. i have seen a few people recently that have been doing vlcd and im so jel that they look fab and im 17stones again :( i know that i say it evey time but im going to try really really hard tomorrow to start again. i did have a look at juddd after marge said she was doing it, it looks ok to me ill try to keep up and see how you get on :)

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Hey hunny x
I know it's hard but try and keep your positive head on x at least you are trying x I know wish I could do a vlcd but just can't anymore it's too much.
Why don't you dig your beck book out, mine really helped me when I was struggling, in fact I might dig mine out tomorrow :)
Good luck sweetie x
 
iv had a 1/4 bowl of ready break this morning. im going to have a biggest loser shake for lunch and a slim and save meal at dinner then a biggest loser snack bar for supper. this may be a total mish mash of a day 1 but its my day 1 and i feel pretty confident. i have dentist this morning so thats why i had ready break, i get a bit whoozy after the injections/treatment (iv had 3 teeth done last week) so i thought its best to eat something before this time. i have a friend that i started with a month ago but i caved on day 1 and she carried on ending up losing 2 stone so we are doing it together again today. fingers crossed i can get back into it this time. really really want it! xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
iv had a 1/4 bowl of ready break this morning. im going to have a biggest loser shake for lunch and a slim and save meal at dinner then a biggest loser snack bar for supper. this may be a total mish mash of a day 1 but its my day 1 and i feel pretty confident. i have dentist this morning so thats why i had ready break, i get a bit whoozy after the injections/treatment (iv had 3 teeth done last week) so i thought its best to eat something before this time. i have a friend that i started with a month ago but i caved on day 1 and she carried on ending up losing 2 stone so we are doing it together again today. fingers crossed i can get back into it this time. really really want it! xx
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Oh gosh yes def need something in your belly for the dentist! It's great you have someone to do it with :) I'm really glad you are feeling confident and I really hope it goes well xxx much love xxxx
 
Hey Mufffy.
I'm back.
Don't know how long it will last....
Glad you are back on the wagon - if you are?
If not we'll get through it together again this time????
xXx
 
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