nomoremuffintop said:Hey Carly we must have both been posting at same time xx I'm off to sleep now i have a long few days ahead without my 4 yr old boy and hubby will be lonely so lots if minimins and early nights for melol oops I forgot I still have a 1, 7 and 10 year old here to keep me company!
sleep well chick x
Oh well, today's not going great ( who would have guessed I'd struggle today? ) I couldn't resist weighing myself this morning and iv gone up to 12.8 again!! Then i was walking out of the door and my son was munching on some prawn crackers left from last night and by habit I pinched one then another one
Poop! That was about 2 hours ago and iv not had anything else since. Today could still go either way by the mood I'm in
I seem to have a 'downer' the day after I eat carby foods? Ummm?
Just left asda. Got some zero and some bl and asda bars to make my shakes stretch further. I also got some cod and some veggie sausages and mushroom burgers. Don't know what I was thinking but they can go in the freezer for when I can have them. Pfft, fed up. X
The sun is now peeping through so I'm off to do some gardening. Hope your all having a great day xx
Noodles and chips are evil
since then of cut the grass and put all the toys in the shed. I wasn't even hungry at all, I was actively looking just for something to eat and didn't find anything I wanted so just ate the things I could lay my hands on!! I'm still not upset just wish I hadn't eaten but I will be fine. It's the old sabotage thing going on I should have expected it, that high if realising I was 5 stone off just kind of took my brain totally out of vlcd mode and back to celebrate with food mode. I even used my son not being here for his birthday as an excuse to eat last night. I felt over confident because I'd done 3 aam days and still lost weight and didn't get tempted to eat anything other than that meal each day. Chinese was just way too much if a temptation for me. Atleast I'll know that now!
miss you! Xxx
when I'm losing the scales really help me. If I wasn't stupid enough to eat then I'd not gain and then the scales would always say a STS or loss. Wish I was as strong as you I feel good knowing that he is proud enough if me to do that! xx
nomoremuffintop said:Hello all.
Had a rubbish day yesterday but not going to dwell on it.
Still 12.8 today
Had a coke zero and a bl bar for breakfast today and am just having half a choc shake with coffee now. It's not looking like I'll be anywhere near 12 stone for next weekend but hey ho only me to blame yet again! I ate crisps, pie and chocolate yesterday .... Went to bed feeling physically sick and woke up this morning with a migrain. Bought a new pushchair on line during the night oops, hubby is going to freak but I'm an impulse pushchair buyer - it cheers me up
Staying in my dressing gown all day and I'm going to sulk because i am over 12.7 so probably won't be about much until I'm in a better mood because all I'll do is keep mentioning it and annoying myself and everyone else. Hope you are all doing well xxxx
I'm sorry that sucks poor you xxx chin up babe
nomoremuffintop said:Hey chaz, Thanks hun.
I know I really should stop weighing but its a problem I'm trying to deal with
Iv been 100% so just popped in to honk!
Actually enjoyed a strawberry shake today. I normally don't like them but I have loads left because I had all the chocolate and vanilla then the banana ones 1st lol
Hubby called and told me his cousin was asking if I would be attending the christening on Sunday. He explained to his cousin that i decided not to go because I am on a diet and I don't want to be off plan this weekend and then again next weekend for our sons birthday party too.
He then showed his cousin my picture and told him iv lost 5 stone in 4 months
I just hope he hasn't bigged me up too much to his mum as she will see me next week and wonder what all the fuss was about if he has made out I look like a twig lol xx
Right I'm off to reveal if this hair stuff has removed all the red and brown dye and I'm back to my natural blondness??
Night every body xxx
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ill put the pringles away for the party. i started to look in the fridge when i got home, im bored! decided to have half of a mushroom soup with curry powder in and picked at 2 thin slices of chicken breast. i feel better now and im glad i didnt make a majorly stupid decision. dinners a hard one today because of the mood im in so im heating the kids up some lasagne from the freezer and bunging it with bag of ready to eat salad. the boys will have a bit of their easter eggs later tonight so ill have a strawberry shake while they have the chocolate. i better go to bed early tonight i think. decided to change my tickers and set out my goals again in visuals so i can focus a bit. thought this week would be easy without hubby but i miss my little man
in bed and hoping to feel happier tomorrow, don't know what's up with me? Totm? Missing hubby and ole? Need to snap out of it.
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