Ooh iv been away 4 hours?! doesnt feel that long

i invited my parents to dinner. went to the co op to find something for dinner. My dad is having mushroom ommolette, chips and beans. My mum will probably have ommolette with salad and the kids are having salmon fish cakes.
now, own up time!.. i made a mamoth booboo. i opened the pickled silver skin onions and sun dried tomato stuffed green olives

then ate 2 of each :eek
im fine though. cant do much damage. ? it was so silly inviting my parents to dinner because as soon as i done that i ran off to the shop and i got loads of stuff i like and had a bright idea to eat with my parents tonight so i got spring onions, green peppers, lettuce, eggs, cheese, cucumber, mushrooms and ham to make myself a salad. then i opened the jars of pickled onions and olives and now i have decided not to have a meal. i dont know what is wrong with me? im not hungry and id promised myself i would be 100% TS this week until Saturday. why cant i even manage that? duurr!
i was going to have my shake now but im worried that ill make another mistake if i go to the kitchen!
the plan is now to stay here (in bed) while the baby has his nap and clear my head for an hour then be ready for dinner time when my parents get here at about 5pm.
im going to be fine!!