nomoremuffintop said:So iv been really busy all day and not had a chance to come on much. I ate a bite of gammon and sime pasta bake earlieri had to rush out to a 5th olds soft play/warehouse party at 6.30 but iv sat on my own and None of the other mums have spoken to me and iv just gone to change babys nappy and felt strange....got totm to top my day off! To say I wasn't prepared is an understatement I hope hubby comes to pick us up soon Or this situation could end up being very embarrassing
argh!
Still feel positive despite my blip. But is joining the "fancy a take away and bottle of wine" club x
nomoremuffintop said:Yep I was rescued in time thank god!
Iv put on 2lb (thanks to pasta bake yesterday) and iv had 4 biscuits today(needed something to stop me feeling sick when taking pain killers)
I have had a chocolate shake (hot choc) and nothing else so far today. X
nomoremuffintop said:I forgot about the totm too so 2lb isn't soo terrible I suppose after totm and pasta bake. I feel very crabby today. I'm laying on the sofa on my own in the dining room! Just can't be bothered to talk to anyone today. Could really eat new potatoes peas carrots and chicken *dribble*.
Where is that zone? I lost it over 3 months ago!!
Chazsucks said:I lost the zone too muffy
AND I'm on TOTM... are we all? that's strange lol!
anyway so yesterday ate one of those huge dairy milks and today had 2 snickers...![]()
Iv decided to have half an hour on the trampoline today and go for a walk tonight. I'm hoping that some physical activity will clear my head and give me time to think.
nomoremuffintop said:Trying to stomach a Strawberry shake for my breakfast but I want to cryweight today (by my scales) 12 stone 2lb ...
It's hard accepting that "muffy" is never coming back! She has gone and I can't find her anywhere. Looks like I will be teetering around 12stone for a long time :'(
I wish I had never taken "1 day off" because nearly 7 weeks later iv gained half a stone and can't get back in the zone. Even when I think I am on a roll it lasts 2/3 days and I lose a couple of lb but then I fail again and put it back on!! I'm stuck on a round about that I just can't get off of!
I'm trying again today. I will not totally give up. Hubby is going away on thursday until Monday so I'm hoping to find it easier when he isn't here because I seem to get on with things and spend more time at my parents house too.
Cooking a big roast beef today with all the trimmings. I'm determined not to have any.
It's only food! I have lived without it before and done so well so I can do it again. I used to be able to look at any food and say to myself "id rather be skinny than eat that, thanks" but... The little switch that came on the day I originally started vlcd must be broken, does anyone know how to fix it??
Iv decided to have half an hour on the trampoline today and go for a walk tonight. I'm hoping that some physical activity will clear my head and give me time to think.
I'm also rubbish at keeping up to date with you all on minimins. Sorryxxx
nomoremuffintop said:Thanks hun. I was doing well. Fell out with hubby over how to cook mash potato and then ate 3 biscuits and 3 spoons of mash! Dinner isn't even ready yet! X
nomoremuffintop said:Oh my goodness!! I just decided to take 'restarting pics' and I'm so glad I did because now iv seen the damage I have done! The pic of me with clothes on is on the 1st July and the one in underwear is me now!! My stomach is huge! I understand that my belly is full (roast dinner pancakes and biscuits) and its My totm but the size of my belly is so drastic nothing fits not even my knickers! I NEED to get back to TS right this minute.. Can you all please remind me of this picture when I mention food??!!! X