Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

How'd the rest of the day go beautiful? X
 
So iv been really busy all day and not had a chance to come on much. I ate a bite of gammon and sime pasta bake earlier :( i had to rush out to a 5th olds soft play/warehouse party at 6.30 but iv sat on my own and None of the other mums have spoken to me and iv just gone to change babys nappy and felt strange....got totm to top my day off! To say I wasn't prepared is an understatement I hope hubby comes to pick us up soon Or this situation could end up being very embarrassing :( argh!

Still feel positive despite my blip. But is joining the "fancy a take away and bottle of wine" club x
 
nomoremuffintop said:
So iv been really busy all day and not had a chance to come on much. I ate a bite of gammon and sime pasta bake earlier :( i had to rush out to a 5th olds soft play/warehouse party at 6.30 but iv sat on my own and None of the other mums have spoken to me and iv just gone to change babys nappy and felt strange....got totm to top my day off! To say I wasn't prepared is an understatement I hope hubby comes to pick us up soon Or this situation could end up being very embarrassing :( argh!

Still feel positive despite my blip. But is joining the "fancy a take away and bottle of wine" club x

Oh Hun what a bunch of cows :( I would come speak to you xxxxxx

Oh boo my totm is due any second too did he rescue you in time?

Yep I am definitely in that club! But I am being good :) x

Sending love your way honey xxx
 
Eek Hun I hate other parents. I took my son to baby massage but quit even though I had paid in advance because I sat in the corner while they all ignored me! I kept trying to talk even though I'm shy and they'd give me like one word and turn around and carry on talking, I nearly started crying lol

Xx

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Yep I was rescued in time thank god!

Iv put on 2lb (thanks to pasta bake yesterday) and iv had 4 biscuits today :( (needed something to stop me feeling sick when taking pain killers)

I have had a chocolate shake (hot choc) and nothing else so far today. X
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Yep I was rescued in time thank god!

Iv put on 2lb (thanks to pasta bake yesterday) and iv had 4 biscuits today :( (needed something to stop me feeling sick when taking pain killers)

I have had a chocolate shake (hot choc) and nothing else so far today. X

Glad today is going ok :)
Totm has blessed me with an appearance today as well oh the joys :) probably just as well that my scales are broken
 
I forgot about the totm too so 2lb isn't soo terrible I suppose after totm and pasta bake. I feel very crabby today. I'm laying on the sofa on my own in the dining room! Just can't be bothered to talk to anyone today. Could really eat new potatoes peas carrots and chicken *dribble*.

Where is that zone? I lost it over 3 months ago!!
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I forgot about the totm too so 2lb isn't soo terrible I suppose after totm and pasta bake. I feel very crabby today. I'm laying on the sofa on my own in the dining room! Just can't be bothered to talk to anyone today. Could really eat new potatoes peas carrots and chicken *dribble*.

Where is that zone? I lost it over 3 months ago!!

Yeah seriously I can put on 2lbs with a piece of toast :)
We'll get there babe x we will ;)
 
I lost the zone too muffy :(

AND I'm on TOTM... are we all? that's strange lol!

anyway so yesterday ate one of those huge dairy milks and today had 2 snickers... :(
 
Chazsucks said:
I lost the zone too muffy :(

AND I'm on TOTM... are we all? that's strange lol!

anyway so yesterday ate one of those huge dairy milks and today had 2 snickers... :(

Yep syncing via Internet lol
 
Trying to stomach a Strawberry shake for my breakfast but I want to cry :( weight today (by my scales) 12 stone 2lb ...

It's hard accepting that "muffy" is never coming back! She has gone and I can't find her anywhere. Looks like I will be teetering around 12stone for a long time :'(

I wish I had never taken "1 day off" because nearly 7 weeks later iv gained half a stone and can't get back in the zone. Even when I think I am on a roll it lasts 2/3 days and I lose a couple of lb but then I fail again and put it back on!! I'm stuck on a round about that I just can't get off of!

I'm trying again today. I will not totally give up. Hubby is going away on thursday until Monday so I'm hoping to find it easier when he isn't here because I seem to get on with things and spend more time at my parents house too.

Cooking a big roast beef today with all the trimmings. I'm determined not to have any.
It's only food! I have lived without it before and done so well so I can do it again. I used to be able to look at any food and say to myself "id rather be skinny than eat that, thanks" but... The little switch that came on the day I originally started vlcd must be broken, does anyone know how to fix it??

Iv decided to have half an hour on the trampoline today and go for a walk tonight. I'm hoping that some physical activity will clear my head and give me time to think.

I'm also rubbish at keeping up to date with you all on minimins. Sorry :( xxx
 
Iv decided to have half an hour on the trampoline today and go for a walk tonight. I'm hoping that some physical activity will clear my head and give me time to think.

Awww Muffy, I am sorry you are struggling to get back into it.
But you are still trying and that really is the main thing :)
A nice walk will deffo help clear your head.
Exercise always makes me feel soooo much better, and somehow, helps keep me on track.
Let us know how you get on later eh ?
Marge
xxx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Trying to stomach a Strawberry shake for my breakfast but I want to cry :( weight today (by my scales) 12 stone 2lb ...

It's hard accepting that "muffy" is never coming back! She has gone and I can't find her anywhere. Looks like I will be teetering around 12stone for a long time :'(

I wish I had never taken "1 day off" because nearly 7 weeks later iv gained half a stone and can't get back in the zone. Even when I think I am on a roll it lasts 2/3 days and I lose a couple of lb but then I fail again and put it back on!! I'm stuck on a round about that I just can't get off of!

I'm trying again today. I will not totally give up. Hubby is going away on thursday until Monday so I'm hoping to find it easier when he isn't here because I seem to get on with things and spend more time at my parents house too.

Cooking a big roast beef today with all the trimmings. I'm determined not to have any.
It's only food! I have lived without it before and done so well so I can do it again. I used to be able to look at any food and say to myself "id rather be skinny than eat that, thanks" but... The little switch that came on the day I originally started vlcd must be broken, does anyone know how to fix it??

Iv decided to have half an hour on the trampoline today and go for a walk tonight. I'm hoping that some physical activity will clear my head and give me time to think.

I'm also rubbish at keeping up to date with you all on minimins. Sorry :( xxx

Hey hun
I know how you feel completely I nearly ate yesterday well I did eat just stayed low carb :( I'm at 12.1 3/4 so we are the same again we were the same weight a few months back we just seem to wobble at different times :) we can do this and don't be too despondent you know that 7lbs will be off in a week :) so just see it as maintaining until you get your mojo back x just don't give up babe x
 
Thanks hun. I was doing well. Fell out with hubby over how to cook mash potato and then ate 3 biscuits and 3 spoons of mash! Dinner isn't even ready yet! X
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Thanks hun. I was doing well. Fell out with hubby over how to cook mash potato and then ate 3 biscuits and 3 spoons of mash! Dinner isn't even ready yet! X

Oh hun I know how it is I almost always eat if OH and I fall out :( it's hard not to :(
Totm doesn't help either hun x oh and if your hubby knows how to do it so well tell him to do it himself! ;) x
 
Oh my goodness!! I just decided to take 'restarting pics' and I'm so glad I did because now iv seen the damage I have done! The pic of me with clothes on is on the 1st July and the one in underwear is me now!! My stomach is huge! I understand that my belly is full (roast dinner pancakes and biscuits) and its My totm but the size of my belly is so drastic nothing fits not even my knickers! I NEED to get back to TS right this minute.. Can you all please remind me of this picture when I mention food??!!! X
 

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nomoremuffintop said:
Oh my goodness!! I just decided to take 'restarting pics' and I'm so glad I did because now iv seen the damage I have done! The pic of me with clothes on is on the 1st July and the one in underwear is me now!! My stomach is huge! I understand that my belly is full (roast dinner pancakes and biscuits) and its My totm but the size of my belly is so drastic nothing fits not even my knickers! I NEED to get back to TS right this minute.. Can you all please remind me of this picture when I mention food??!!! X

Will do sweetie x good idea taking the pics though :)
And yes totm has a lot to answer for x
 
Denial must have set in :( I thought half a stone isn't much! I am such an idiot! Argh!!!

I have decided to wake up in the mind set that "it's not an option" I can't have anything other than packs and water so just get a grip get through each day and get to bed early. How many days is it Carly? Xx
 
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