Supersmileyme - The End of the First Bit
I just read a quote by Clare Balding in The Times magazine in which she says " I thought, I'd better go on a diet for the Olympics. But I never got round to it. Would it have mattered? If I had been half a stone lighter? No, actually, it wouldn't have made a blind bit of difference".
That was the complete opposite of me starting this diary; after a health scare in April, when I knew for certain that I didn't have a life threatening awful disease, which would have meant that I could not go on my next dream trip, I knew I needed to get in shape for it. It would have made every bit of difference to me if we were off to Bali and I was feeling fat & frumpy. Of course it would not have made a jot of difference to anyone I met and spoke to there, they woud never have known me any different. However, I would have been so annoyed with myself for not making the effort to shift the weight, wear nice clothes and feel confident.
When I embarked upon Exante at the end of June, I was determined; I knew I was going to do it, and nothing & nobody would have tripped me up. I did have wobbles when my weight loss stalled, but through this site and my new lovely friend (the twin) I got through it. I am most proud of myself for using the time I wasn't eating to do the research I needed to be able to go from 3 Exante packs a day, to 3 low carb meals a day and not put on weight. I can't tell you exactly how much weight I have lost until the morning, because I realised that a crucial element to my success in transitioning from one way of eating to the other was not to get hung up on the scales. I am so very glad I did that, but I know I need to weigh in tomorrow in order to complete the first phase, and so that when I return I can tell how much I have put on whilst away, and how much I need to lose on the second phase.
The second phase is to get down to 9st 7lbs on low carb eating and having 2 fasting days per week. There is no time limit for it, I just want to see what it is like at the recommended weight for my height. The third phase will be life long maintenance.
I first started the huge change from a stressful job I hated, being overweight and generally unhappy back in April 2011. For me, the past 3 months has been the most enlightening. For the first time I feel I have found the way forward, with a sensible and manageable way of eating and living. This works, you just need to do the research and do the preparation. Oh, and find yourself a great friend who's going through the same things.