Cant believe im putting this..... Day 13!!!! omg where has the last week gone? I hope every week is going to be like this!
I cant believe its weigh in tomorrow night it has come around so quick!
This week hasnt been too bad in all!
Although I had training on Saturday which i thought would be fine until we all got 'given' our dinner
we got given a little bag with yummy gamon roll,homemade crips,home made cake..........omg it looked so delicious!!!!!
However I can say I stayed 100% abstinent I picked up my bag and put it in my bag and went outside to eat my LL Bar.
I dont know why but i really do find weekends a real struggle ,I think its just being out of my work life routine. Also everytime my husband eats i literally salivate! He had a salad for tea the other night and omg I would of killed for a salad leaf! omg i cant believe that!
And this week..............well im on training tomorrow,wed and thursday and were in a posh hotel and getting lunch and refreshments provided......im dreading this!!! I know its going to be like some kind of posh buffet where everyone has to go up and get a plate and then sit down on the table! GREAT! It feels like I keep having all these tests put against me!
Also friday night my uni friends are all meeting up for a meal! I have made an excuse that im going to be late and have told them to go ahead and order without me....but i said i would come for a drink! That means sitting in a restaurant with everyone around me eating yyummy food,smelling yummy food and i will just need to sit with my water!
I feel like this week is gonna be tricky!
But i will deal with it......im ready!