My Mad Fat Diary

Yeah there all settled in miss them and cant wait to have them to myself again. Four pieces for next day thats ridiculous. I agree with you theres so much pressure on them. They get 2 pieces of homework a week at moments. Hows ur dat neen
 
Healthy extra A 30g pilgrims mature cheddar
Healthy extra B 2 slices of wholemeal bread

An apple

Pasta with ham broccoli radish and spring onion honey and mustard dressing 4.5 syns and wholegrain mustard 0.5 syn

2 apples

Chicken batchelors beef rice left over onion gravy 1 syn

2 bags of space raiders 6 syns
 
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Healthy extra A 40g mature cheddar lighter
Healthy extra B 2 slices of wholemeal bread

Wheat crunchies 6 syns
An apple

Chicken uncle bens mexican style rice 2.5 syns lettuce radish spring onion honeh and mustard dressing 3 syns bbq sauce 1 syn
 
Hey chicken.
What you got planned for the weekend.?
My husband and I are going to town to buy birthday cards etc and then to the cinema to watch prisoner.

Sony arc s
 
Just back from cinema Leah. Film was good, but to long. It was drawn out. Very serious thriller though.
I think we are going to give up going to the cinema. We never seem to pick great films. Lol.
Night hope u had a good day

Sony arc s
 
Hiya sorry only just replying been angry with myself stuck to plan all way till saturday and it said id gone up 3 pound so ended uo cheating sunday monday i know its no excuse to go off plan and its not the answer so felt too ashamed too post so expecting a massive gain tommorow now. Youve been doing brilliantly need to take a leaf out of your book i think.
 
Hiya sorry only just replying been angry with myself stuck to plan all way till saturday and it said id gone up 3 pound so ended uo cheating sunday monday i know its no excuse to go off plan and its not the answer so felt too ashamed too post so expecting a massive gain tommorow now. Youve been doing brilliantly need to take a leaf out of your book i think.

I know how you feel you get a bit disappointed don't you then you think sod it. When I had only lost half a pound a month or so back. That when I just went off plan for the night.
You might be surprised in the morning when you get on the scales.
Are your girls off tomo?
Mine are off school because of teachers striking.!
They are looking forward to a lay in. As they didn't get one at the weekend as they were at their dads. And their foster kids wake up early lol

Sony arc s
 
Im def expecting a gain so we will see i neex to get back into even when scales dont show a loss i feel better in myself when ive been on plan. My girls werent supposed to be off we had a letter friday saying only one class in the school was off then got a text at half 12 today and now one of my girls is off and the other isnt so you can imagine that went down well there was tears. Bet your girls cant wait for the lie in my ohs mum and dad are foster parents he was adopted by them. Xxx
 
My ex and his wife have been fostering for quite a few years. Now they foster 3 siblings all under eleven. They have decided to foster them long term else they were going to get split up. Its a great thing. But annoys me how my girls get pushed out. When they stop at his they haven't got a room. Or a bed of their own.
They only go once a month so they have to just put up with it for now. Just very upsetting to see their foster daughter getting a new lap top for doing well in her sats. And when my girls do exams or anything like that, they don't even get. Well done.

Sorry rant over

Sony arc s
 
That is not a rant and i 100% agree with you what there doing is a lovely thing but that doesnt mean his own children should be pushed aside especially when he doesnt seem them very much and there should definately not be favouritism i bet they dont really enjoy goimg. I bet you find it hard not to say anything xxx
 
I do find it hard not to say anything. But he would say mind your own business. And I have said to them that they are at an age now they can speak up for themselves. But I know this is hard for them because they are both (ex and his wife) are quite quick tempered. I hate sending them and they really don't like going. And I don't know when it would be ok to say you don't have to go anymore. The girls would be happy just seeing him for a few hours every month rather than stopping over. But time will tell. As in the last 7 years since we split up it has changed from seeing them twice a week. To once a month. So time will tell.!
Thank u for listen. So to speak. ! X x

Sony arc s
 
They already dont want to go so i dont think it will be long till there not bothered about stopping over and its his fault its ended up like that. Your the mother of his children so you should be able to speak to him about how you feel but i get it would be hard to but sounds like sooner rather than later your girls will probably say themselves you should be proud sounds like all the hard work has come from you and thats why you have the relationship and he doesnt its his loss because he cant get that time back and anytime lovely youve always been there for me :) xxxx
 
Ah thank u that's really nice of you to say. !:D
I don't envy you in the morning, taking one of your girls to school. And the other staying off. How mean of school is that.!
Only year ten gcse catering and geography have got to go into schol. Thankfully Lauren is in year ten but does ict gcse and Isabel is in year 9 so none of them are in. Looking forward to a nice easy going day tomo Lol lets see if it happens lol.
 
Hiya lovely the house feels very strange with only twin alot easier but missing my other little girl now. Well ive put 2 pounds on very annoyed at myself but fresh start another week only 3 weeks till we go and theres only 2 days out of those for my girls birthday that will be off plan so time to get serious . Hows your day luv nice and busy with girls at home xxx
 
Like you attitude today.! Draw a line under last week and start again.
I'm just hoping that I have shifted my holiday weight this week. I feel all I have done this week is eat. I have stayed on plan and stayed with in my syns so don't know why I feel I have over eaten.
Still wish I could tell a difference that I had lost just about 2 stone. I think another half stone I will be able to tell.
Today has been quite calm actually. With having the girls off.
I'm starting to feel the cold creep up on us. My husband keeps asking if he wants me to put our wood burner on lol. I keep saying no.!!!
Is Laurens birthday on Saturday and we are taking her and Isabel out for a meal in Sheffield. So I wont be on plan that day.!(wine is calling my name lol)

Sony arc s
 
Thankyou i need to stop getting on scales so often i know your weight fluctuates and if i didnt see it had gone up i wouldnt have gone off plan ive been really half arsed so need to get motivated again i feel ive been this weight for about 5 weeks and thats why im feeling disheartened i really want to see bottom end of elevens and the tens ill probably cry if i ever see them. I felt very greedy last week even while i was on plan i had alot of carbs. I think you will do really well tommorow let me know as soon as you get chance xxx
 
How has today been.?
Have you been a good girl lol.

I had crumpets and nutella as my treat today. Lol.

Think I'm going to have mushy peas and sw wedges tonight
 
Hiya lovely yeah ive been good so far lol fingers crossed but keep getting stressed insured oh cars 3 weeks ago and supposed to have received a letter to sign and send back and still havent reveived it its been posted 3 times so everytime i get home and see the letters still not there just feel stressed and in a foul mood sorry rant over lol you def deserved those crumpets xxxx
 
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