charly1979
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right took your advice dukanfitty and only weighed once today was 9st 11.4lb (arrgghh) mind you its not an official weigh day till tuesday so fingers crossed it goes down yesterday was apv day so hoping so! i need to sort out my salt intake ate packaged ham again always makes me a chubba!
right the skype coversation! hmmm well was a bit chair shiftingly uncomfortable, but i muddled through it! luckily for me he isnt a complete nut job who wanted to show me his bits!! think he just wanted to refresh his memory of what i looked like ... and i thought he was better looking than i could remember ... maybe its the video doing that though lol x oh just had a flash memory of something i used to think everytime a camera got whipped out ..."the camera adds 10lbs" who in the heck made up that saying i have thought it for years! mind you i dont mind so much now as that still dosent make me as fat as i was! lol x
joodle thanks i am excited but now doing what ceridwen did going up n down i think its our bodies mental way of freaking us out right at the end!!! ARRGGHHHH
debbie, thanks i am glad you like me diary! i feel great both inside and out, i do have wobbles mainly in my head as oposed to on me body although this last week my weight has been going crackers, but i never used to weigh myself everyday so dont know if all this upping and downing is the norm! i am not worrying until tuesday a whole week from when i post my official weight then if i have gained i will freak right out! actually thats a lie i aint freaking much at all because i know i am almost there if it takes me a few weeks to actually hit 9st 8lb then so be it! (maybe i am freaking inside a bit about conso)
and just to add to my day so far i wore my (very naturally curly) hair in a relaxed side ponytail today n my mum said "you look like them girls from big fat gypsy wedding"! then added "its a compliment some of them look lovely"
didnt really know how to respond to that! so i just laughed me head off!!!! xx
right the skype coversation! hmmm well was a bit chair shiftingly uncomfortable, but i muddled through it! luckily for me he isnt a complete nut job who wanted to show me his bits!! think he just wanted to refresh his memory of what i looked like ... and i thought he was better looking than i could remember ... maybe its the video doing that though lol x oh just had a flash memory of something i used to think everytime a camera got whipped out ..."the camera adds 10lbs" who in the heck made up that saying i have thought it for years! mind you i dont mind so much now as that still dosent make me as fat as i was! lol x
joodle thanks i am excited but now doing what ceridwen did going up n down i think its our bodies mental way of freaking us out right at the end!!! ARRGGHHHH
debbie, thanks i am glad you like me diary! i feel great both inside and out, i do have wobbles mainly in my head as oposed to on me body although this last week my weight has been going crackers, but i never used to weigh myself everyday so dont know if all this upping and downing is the norm! i am not worrying until tuesday a whole week from when i post my official weight then if i have gained i will freak right out! actually thats a lie i aint freaking much at all because i know i am almost there if it takes me a few weeks to actually hit 9st 8lb then so be it! (maybe i am freaking inside a bit about conso)
and just to add to my day so far i wore my (very naturally curly) hair in a relaxed side ponytail today n my mum said "you look like them girls from big fat gypsy wedding"! then added "its a compliment some of them look lovely"
didnt really know how to respond to that! so i just laughed me head off!!!! xx
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