MY NEW YEARS XENICAL DIARY

Its a wonderful feeling when people notice your weight loss ....yes its all worth while !!

Rachel did you look at the link I put up ?
www.mapassist.co.uk is for perscribed xenical users :)
 
I wish our Drs gave us this link ...Jaqui was given this by her Dr so it shows you how different they are.....would of been nice to know a bit more before taking a pill lol :) x
 
same here Rach ......:)
 
hiya :) ive just registered on that site boo its quite informative :)

glad to read about the happy u Rach so chuffed for you :)

i feel the total opposite im breaking into bad habits again, not mr tango yet tho!! but im just making stupid food decisions its so hard bein at college the majority of the time then working on a night and weekend it really does upset the routine!!

i think im guna have to start as though ive just been given the tabs and start over again :( xx
and cos im only 18 i feel stupid wen friends ask why am i dieting at my age and i don't even know what there sayin behind my back :( had a few snidey comments at work when people see me eating a salad and i feel like ther saying "whys she bothering shes always guna be fat" URGHHH and this is whwat got me here in the first place....eating because of problems !!!!!!!!!!
had to get it out!!!
 
Hiya Jude,

People are so cruel but you can prove them wrong and be slim :)

Stay strong and start again...have snack a jacks ready if your feeling munchy ....You have had a good loss so far don't let them get you down ,your a better person than them.....
..your friends should be supporting you......I know it's hard but some experts would say if they don't support you they will only drag you down....so if I was in your place I would ask for their support as a friend as this means so much to you and it's important for your health .......if they don't support you.....are they really a friend ?

Chin up Jude we are here for you ,your doing great and just think how different you will look at Christmas xxx
 
Thankyou for ur support it really does mean alot to me :)
I just don't think anybody understands if there already a size nothing and don't have to worry about how much they eat and how much exercise they do, its good to speak to people on the same level :)

least ive got my family, my lovely boyfriend and you lot on here :) feel abit better today though had a really good sleep and ive just come into some money from my student finance, meaning i can save for something special...no idea what yet!! but its something else to look forward too :)
how are u today :) x
 
I am so glad your feeling better today Jude...it can be tough....but hey we can be better than them !!

Great that your student finance has come up trumps...means you can relax a bit :)
So nice that you have your family and boyfriend on your side thats whats important !!

My friends I have at home are overweight and we all suffer the same problem....been criticised from those who think they are perfect....I don't want to be a twig....I want to be slimmer but with the knowledge of been that someone who has struggled and been larger than life and who has gone through all the rubbish thats thrown at me and come out the otherside stronger....at least we can understand how hard things are for people and support them

I'm good today thanks Daz is back home tonight until Sunday....so we will be busy running around....:) xx
 
awww lovely to here about Daz being home for the weekend thats great :) not running after those animals on your own!!

i completely agree, i don't want to be a twig, i could never maintain that anyway i love food too much, i just want to be healthy without the bulge!! im just glad ive decided to do this now and not in 5 years time when i could have been another 5 stone heavier.
how do i find out exactly what i should weigh for my age and height?? cos my goal weight was just a figure i thought was realistic but i don't know if it is xx
 
I know he is a good help when he comes home lol....we have got to take 4 cockerels to slaughter tomorrow so will be busy bee!!
Its great that you are fighting your weight at your age as its so much easier to shift than later on.....
Will be great just buying clothes from normal shops instead of catalogues...can't wait ....:) xx


Here is a link Better Ideal Weight Body Calculations
 
i know, its just abit embarrasing as im so young and i weigh so much ! anyway, im on the right track !!

thanks for the website, it says my ideal weight should be 58kg, which im thinking is about 9.5 stone?? i can't even imagine what i would luk like at that weight !!! its quite exciting!! im guna get to 12 stone first before i think about getting there though :) xx
 
omg i am really going to have to start taking my vitamin tablets properly, i have been wondering why i am so tired, i am in bed for 11 and not up till 8, feel worn out so go back bed when kids have gone school and i have had my breakfast, could sleep for 3 hours and still be tired :( also noticed when i look in my eyes they are really pale. So definitely time to start taking my vitamins properly!! it only hit me thats what could be making me feel so tired!!

Had another nice comment today, someone told me i am baggy pants lol, i know this might seem weird but i loved hearing it!! Especially as these jeans are the ones i only just fit into a couple of days ago, but i do have to admit my bum doesnt fill them at all lol. Dont know whats gone on there!! Also they are baggy around the top of the legs, which is great news!!
 
ok so i thought i would put up pictures again. If anything it will help to push me along even more :)
 

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Glad everyone is well,

Yes it's great when people notice.....Rach well done ...will look at pics on comp tomorrow :)
Jude I have put 10 stone but I think mine is towards 9 stone really but will see how I look as my rib cage can jut out lol

All of this is exciting it's like rediscovering the person hidden within lol xxx
 
hiya :)

great pics Rach, honestly ur lukin fab !! i like that pink top as well :D
i really need to start doing exercise at home as well as out of the house but i get shy doing it at home in front of everyone, and if i do anything in my room i may put the bludy floor through!!!

ive just bought an exercise ball...i have no idea what to do with it but its blown up waiting for me to use it !!
 
Thanks Jude :) i hate exercising in front of anyone too, thats why i havent got the courage to go a gym yet!! I have an exercise ball but i have never used it lol, not really got much room for it in the house, thats one excuse and the other is like you i dont know what to do with it really, probably sit ups or something, should look it up on the internet!!
 
some people replace their computer chair for the ball as it gives your core a constant work out. think I saw that on biggest loser lol!

good on you for putting pics up. I can definately see a difference.

Hope you've had a good weekend
 
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