my old diary... have started a new one ,,,new start new diary

Thinking of you, will be a hard day for you xx
 
Being a nanny is the best thing ever, I love it although I am grandma!! And love it!!! I want to be a slim grandma to!! To be able to run and play with them will be an achievement.

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Thanks everyone.... have just got back on track today...

Had a funeral on tuesday as some of ya know.. 21 yr old lad ..
Did not realise how badly it was going to affect me till the day of the service... Need less to say i had far too much wine to drink at the wake ..strangely i never ate any of the buffet though..
Was such a sad sad service i really did need a stiff drink at the wake...
Spent most of the day yesterday in bed as i was not so much hung over but emotionally exhausted.... Couldnt face the diet at all so ended up having a cheese roll and a slice (not a whole one) of pizza and gave the rest to the dog.... so was off plan but not too badly..

Am back today and not going near them scales for a while as a gain on top of the week ive had is probably gonna be enough to push me over the edge lol..

Anyways i hope everyone else has been having a good week xxxxx
 
right im having a real struggle getting into TS .. ive had a real toughie of a week some of which is on here some of it isnt.... TOTM has arrived today along with a lovely bad throat so i have made a decision.

I am not going to waste packs whilst i dont feel in the right frame of mind to stay TS....I am going to have a break this weekend and just eat healthy low carb stuff and be back on the wagon on Monday with ya all..

I have stayed TS since yesterday morning when i restarted but i know its not gonna stay that way whilst i feel poorly with TOTM on top...
Have a good weekend ladies and i be back on monday xxxx
 
Right its Monday and my very last restart..... I cannot go on my fecking holiday in April feeling fat and frumpy ..

Had the last 5 days off plan but havent been horrendous with food other than last night when i scoffed some chocolate..

I have decided not to WI today as a gain of any kind will really demotivate me.. So i have decided to have a week of TS and WI next monday and use that as my starting point.. May seem strange to some but for me its right.
I have also decided that starting from next Monday that each week i am going to put £5 in a pot for every lb i lose ... I can cover 15 a week which is roughly what we are meant to lose ... I am then gonna put the money towards another holiday in september time as an incentive to stay on the wagon..

I am gonna guess that im about 14.02 ish this morn (thats a 6lb gain from when i stepped off the wagon) a pound a day and one for luck lol...

Gonna be doing a big red marker post after this one so i can find it easily when i wanna look back through my diary ...

Im also going to order some thai chick soups today as i have no savoury stuff left in my packs... gonna do whatever i can to try and stay on the wagon till the very end this time.

Sorry for the long boring waffly post but i find it cathartic to put it in here xxx
 
Good luck, you'll be fine x
 
You had a crap week and justifiably went off track. Glad you are back here to whoop a$$ and have loads of spending money in Sept ;) xx
 
Thanks lovin and Ali its now or never...
Your doing fab hun... whats ya loss now? i find it hard to keep up with everyones diaries....
Just ordered my soups so they will be here tomorrow... got tooooo bored with just shakes and porridge.. hot soup in the evening is a real must for me now its so cold... Gonna get colder too once i hit keto again brrr xxxx
 
10lb since 6th Jan restart, over half way now :D
 
Thats fab Ali.... well done huni.... i know ive still got the right to my century badge... i was just trying to imagine what 100 + lbs strapped to my back would be like now???

People think being banded is like a cheating thing.. well its not cos if its soft in consistency it will slip straigh through the tightest of bands.. So ya do have to have willpower .. Its just a tool to help...

I had mine removed over a year ago now and im still over a stone lighter than when it was taken out.. so i must be doing something right lol..

The day it came out i was 15.07...

Bypass ..thats another story altogether..

its not cheating either but its way more restictive as it stops your body absorbing food... its not just about making the tummy smaller etc.. thats why the people that are desperate enough to have it done really do risk an awful lot.. I wasnt prepared to have an operation that was so invasive.

I may have been 21st 7lb and desperately unhappy but i had 2 kids and i didnt want to risk them not haing a mum.. Seems like a lifetime ago that i went to france and had it done... i remember the flight home well as my tummy was so swollen that even the extender belt was painful lol xxx
 
Indeedy ;) what you gonna spend it on?

Im gonna put it towards another holiday i think.. cos that will keep me slim once ive got to goal.. the thought of being fat n sweaty in the sun ever again is a no no for me....

Day 1 is over and its been a good TS day.

Only sh!tty thing is ive got a proper snotty nose... I have tissue wedged up each nostril (too much info i know lol) xxxx
 
valentine said:
Im gonna put it towards another holiday i think.. cos that will keep me slim once ive got to goal.. the thought of being fat n sweaty in the sun ever again is a no no for me....

Day 1 is over and its been a good TS day.

Only sh!tty thing is ive got a proper snotty nose... I have tissue wedged up each nostril (too much info i know lol) xxxx

Great idea I love holidays :) and aww and ewww for the snotty nose :(
 
Good morning my lovely :D 7 hours kip last night :D I feel fan-bloody-tastic :D must be my wee teddy that's settling me ;)

Omfg, I've got an image of you in my head, laying with tissues stuck up your hooter!! :giggle: you really make me laugh.

Here's to day 2 :D

It's driving me mad not knowing what I weigh, it's the best thing for Me tho eh?

Luff yah xxx
 
Good morning my lovely :D 7 hours kip last night :D I feel fan-bloody-tastic :D must be my wee teddy that's settling me ;)

Omfg, I've got an image of you in my head, laying with tissues stuck up your hooter!! :giggle: you really make me laugh.

Here's to day 2 :D

It's driving me mad not knowing what I weigh, it's the best thing for Me tho eh?

Luff yah xxx

I have resisted them scales this morning too... they are calling me from the junk room but im ignoring em lol..

Glad ya got some decent sleep missy... cos it does help eh babes... nothing like a teddy or 2 to snuggle up with when ya got to beddybyes.,,

Heres to day 2 ...half way over already and i too am feeling fan****ingtastic even with my snotty holly...

Will be checking in again later to see how ya doing babes ...

luff ya tooo xxxxx
 
Yay its day 3 and im still on the wagon... once today is over then im home and dry as i know the Keto fairy will be with me in the morning.

My thai soups came yesterday and they were a life saver.... am i the only one that loves em??? lol...

Need to have a count up of the packs i have... thinks its about 6 weeks worth maybe more.... lots more if i go get some tesco bars...(not gonna though cos i just wanna scoff em all day)

Im a porridge / shake / soup kinda girl now xxx
 
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