Morning All,
Thanks Viita for the tip - I know that Kat uses other products sometimes too, so might put an order in after I see CDC at the weekend...
So, yesterday was actually really good.
Breakfast - yoghurt and 1/2 peanut bar
Lunch - rice pudding
snack - 1/2 toffee bar
dinner - lentil stew and hot milk.
So, sort of step 2, but no third product. By the time i'd got home I was hungry but after my main, didn't feel the need for number three - I don't want to eat unnecessarily if I don't have to, as that's been part of the problem...
Yesterday I went for a walk at lunch and for my run after work - I am now running for over 20 minutes without the walks which is quite an achievement. I do puff like an old steam train, but feel great afterwards!
I want to try and do some sort of exercise every day - today's lunch walk might be hampered by the rain though, because if it's really heavy, I don't want to get drenched...Looks like it'll be clear by the time I get home, so perhaps an evening stroll...let's hope the weather's not too bad.
On the plus side, the scales are looking a bit more positive this morning. i reckon if I can keep this up until hen do (27th March) i'll be ok.
I really need to work on my control when "real food" is involved. So, Monday night, I'd made a big batch of chilli and bolognese - something I do quite often - and last night when i got back, I needed to decant it into tupperwares to go into the freezer in its individual portions. Not last week, I would have had at least a couple of spoonfuls whilst sorting it out, but since I was back on track last night, I didn't have any. I just need to remember this when i'm on a higher step again.
I do feel in control with step 2 - though we're only a day in! (counting my chickens!) I don't actually need all that food during the day that I was starting to have. I also think the more food I eat, the more I want, which is probably why I can cope with step 2. Weekends are and have always been a different matter, but then that leads me on nicely to my next thought which i've had before - but never actually successfully done...going back to the 5:2 - well, my version of it which involves 5 good days, and weekends "off." That way, I can still have an evening meal, just need to limit my day food, and limiting day food means that any potential evening misdemeanors aren't going to be as disastrous either...if that makes sense?
So, forward plan, i'm thinking:
- Step 2 during the week, step 3 at the weekends if we're doing something specific - up until 27th March...hopefully get somewhere much closer to top target again.
- Enjoy my hen weekend fully with my wonderful girls, and not panic about drinking and eating. Just know that heavy carbs will upset my tummy!
- Back to Step 2 up until bank holiday weekend
- enjoy the Easter weekend with my lovely family
- Straight back to step 2 up until 25th April which is wedding dress fitting (allowing flexibility for weekends) and hopefully be somewhere close to bottom target.
- End of April, straight in at Step 3 again with the hope to maintain right up until end of May wedding....
Now, the decision is whether I do step 2, or my variant of 5:2 which would be 2 products + no carb evening meal kind of thing? When I am going running, I will allow myself a piece of fruit in addition which isn't Step 2, and plus, I can't really afford to keep up with 3 products a day financially...Do I just stop thinking steps, and have my own plan using the products?
Wasn't I bumbling about this sort of thing last week, only all the higher steps?! You're all probably getting a bit bored of all of this indecision - I just thought I was ready to "take the plunge" but I clearly wasn't, and my weight has reflected that...and though I said I didn't want to go backwards, the comfort of step 2, and not having food around me I'm finding easier since there's so much other stuff going on...
Eugh - why isn't it just simple?
xx