food diary for today:
B: choc ready brek 5pp
L: subway 10pp
D: count on us lasagne 10pp
S: quavers 3pp
count on us dessert 4pp
Did you enjoy your Subway? Is that a Ready Meal/Dessert from M&S? X
subway was good, my day wasn't so good though to be honest, my Gran is very very hard work and I'm becoming extremely concerned about her memory and the way she acts about things, she started yelling/swearing at me in a shop because of something very small, her behaviour is childish she forgets things, becomes really aggressive attention seeking, walks off all the time, I just don't know what it is or what to do about it, it's becoming increasingly harder every week and I find it hard to cope with it, I come home last night and just broke down :0( Im trying to help her out bit she abuses me every week. I also mucked up big time and at about a kilo of chocolate lol!! not good feel proper rubbish about it now xox
I'm sorry to hear about your Gran :-( Could it be the onset of Demetia/Altzheimers? I know that affects memory but also behaviour/temperament? Sending you huge hugs Sweetie, my Nan was always very hard work so I can sympathise totally. I'm always here if you need to chat. X PS-And don't let the Choc affect today, you're back on track and what happened happened. X
Thanks so much hun, I'm sure that is what she may have the early onset of, but I don't know what to do really, I can't say anything to her she would flip and get angry with me :0( I dunno it's just really hard work.
On a more positive note I've done 30 mins on my exercise bike today, although it did kill me lol.
How's your day been? you enjoying your holiday :0) xox
Yey u for doing 30mins, it's not a clothes horse yet then ;-) Butlins is going good, went swimming earlier and had a walk into town Have u ever been? X
nope not yet ha ha ;-). I would love to go swimming :0). I've never Been to butlins no, my husband is going for a 90's weekend in September, I would love to go eventually, are you at the one in Minehead then? xox
We are at Bognor Apparently the adult weekends are really good, I've not been on one though! I wouldn't call what I did swimming, more splashing and sliding lol x
lol sounds like me when I'm in the pool lol. I didn't know there was one in Bognor. I wouldn't mind going to the adult weekend, but will prob do a family weekend when I go as think it will be good fun for the kids :0) xox
The kids will love it There's loads of different characters walking around and the shows are amazing Bognor is the smallest I think but it's also the quickest for me to get to. X
sounds amazing for the kids will definitely be going, people say it's reasonably priced too. how long are you staying there for? xox
well haven't been able to go on here for a couple days have had a bit of a rough patch to say the least, and also did not track a single thing I put in my mouth which really isn't good considering I have an appointment with my consultant next Tuesday and no doubt she'll be getting the dreaded scales out lol, ahh well I'm here now and carrying on as normal I'm going to be on 34pp from now as points should have gone down when I lost a couple weeks ago.
food for today:
Breakfast: choc ready brek 5pp
lunch: scrambled egg on toast 10pp
dinner: lasagne 10pp
snacks: Muller light 2pp
banana 0pp
drinks: fanta zero 0pp
dailies used: 27/34 weeklies used: 10000000+ :0(
xox
What will you spend your last 7pp Dailies on? I'm sure you haven't done as bad as you thought Sweetie. X Sorry to hear you've had a rough couple of days, PM me if you ever need to chat. X
I had a penguin and some pom bears :0), very disappointed with weigh in this morning I've gained 2lbs :0( I kind of knew it in a way though.
how are u today? u up to much? xox
and thanks hun <3 xox
Sorry to hear about the gain :-( Bumpy must be growing!!! We are just exploring Rhyl on our last day.x
aww lovely, hope u have a nice last day :0), I'm just starting to decorate bumpys nursery now can't wait for it to be done :0). xox
That's good exercise for you Do u have a theme in mind?x