Oh Nannydi! You are funny! I would hide the laptop under the duvet!
One of my pals had that op last year and she said she wished shed'd had it done years ago! She's like a different woman!
NOW! If you've had this hanging over you, no wonder you haven't been able to concentrate on SW. Be kind to yourself, as soon as you get over this, I'll guarantee you will get your enthusiasm back and your weight will plummet! Good luck Hun! I'll be thinking about you. xx