LoChan1984
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Do you live on a mountain? lol
It's not too bad in manchester today, from looking out the window at least
It's not too bad in manchester today, from looking out the window at least
Today Red day
Magic pancakes-Oats (HEb) muller yog (FF) sweetener (FF) x 2 eggs (FF) and blueberries (FF) with 1 teaspoon of honey 1 Syn. These were yummy, I couldn't eat all the pancakes hubby had 1 and little one ate some too, although couldn't get any blueberries into him.
Plan for lunch 2 x nimble bread (HEB) Bacon ( all fat removed FF) and salad (FF) and home made veggie soup (FF) small bowl-i will be eating this for days out 2 onion, 2 carrots 1/4 butternut squash, 3 stick celery, bit of cauliflower and its leaves and a stock cube
Snack-Coffee and 3/4 apple(FF)
Tea-4 sainsburys low fat sausages (2 syns-according to slimming world mag) butternut squash, cauliflower and courgettes.
1/4 melon, 3 strawberries and 10 grapes (FF)
HEa 350 ml skimmed milk
Syns 3, highlight hot chco 2, baked crisps 5 so 10 syns today
Drinks-Green tea, water, squash (Sugar free) and coffeee
You are doing really well, keep up the great start. As for going out, i know what you mean, is there anywhere you could go out and walk where it is not too busy - a small village where no one knows you? What do you have planned for today?
Looks like a great day with yummy food!
:bighug:
Are you seeing anyone for counselling on a regular basis? Get them to help boost your confidence a bit by focussing on going out on your own for a few sessions.
I'm a lot better than I was about going out but I still get panicked, especially if I've seen something bad on tv or in newspapers :sigh: I find it helps if you give the trip out an agenda e.g "I need to go to the shops to buy x", rather than telling myself I need to go out to work on my anxiety. Or think of it as earning 'Body Magic' points instead? Just trying to do five minutes at a time to start with as a sort of exposure therapy and build it up slowly helps
Heh the trafford centre is a bit crap really - it's mostly clothes for skinny people. Everytime I go I'm constantly swinging between wanting to go swimming or go for a pee because of all the fountains
Catch you later hun xx