I think this diets messing with my periods....
I was "on" when i started it, now 8 weeks later ive had two more periods.
Means ive had 3 weeks of bleeding in almost 9 weeks....ive always been a "regular" bleeder... But when i am on i get emotional..often end up in tears. For no reason... I think thats what was up last night...
I just bawled for no reason. Got myself worked up an went to bed...
I know i will loose eventually and well the scales arnt going up at all, which is a blessing.
Ive not gone into tescos and had a krispy kreme fest this morning , i resisted...even though i wanted to... >.<.
Ive just done my normal routine. But as i was driving into work there was a beautiful rainbow...which i seemed to be following... That cheered me up. It was so bright and vivid...
Just called my dad on lunch too.. he lives up in south shields and im going to see him sunday with the boys. He always cheers me up even though hes very ill himself.
Its ok.....im not thinking of carbing out and committing exante suicide
Just having one of them days..
Though i might take some senacot tonight to help me poop...
And i have been looking at those slim noodles on holland an barrats site..
Well back to work.....lunch times over.
Carbonarra to cook....
Wish i could say i was peckish, but im not. I still eat at lunch though to keep my routine.
Nikki
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