.Nicki.
Minimin Addict
Hey minis,
sorry i've not been around much recently its been a rough couple of weeks. I've not been sleeping, having panic attacks and really struggling, i only worked one day last week and 3 hrs this week but went to the doctors yesterday who's signed me off and given me some sleeping pills so hopefully a couple of weeks with having to worry about work and i'll be ok again. Not really eating alot at the moment, just having whatever i fancy when i want it, which is usually just a bagel in the evening but i put on 1.5lb, think i'm the only person in the world that can gain weight by not eating. Dr thinks after a few good nights sleep everything else will get better, so here's hoping.
My mum comes home tomorrow too, she's been on holiday to Kenya for 3 weeks, although i don't see her a lot and we're not all that close, i really miss her when she's not here, can't just call her on skype to have a chat. I don't think i'll tell her i'm signed off, she doesn't believe in depression/anxiety and she doesn't know about the 2nd miscarriage either where she was away.
Hubby is home all weekend again so that will be nice, he worries when he's at work and i'm down, i'm half expecting his mum to come over alot to check up on me. Off to get my pills in a mo and pick up some more cinnamon and raisin bagels, yummy!!
sorry i've not been around much recently its been a rough couple of weeks. I've not been sleeping, having panic attacks and really struggling, i only worked one day last week and 3 hrs this week but went to the doctors yesterday who's signed me off and given me some sleeping pills so hopefully a couple of weeks with having to worry about work and i'll be ok again. Not really eating alot at the moment, just having whatever i fancy when i want it, which is usually just a bagel in the evening but i put on 1.5lb, think i'm the only person in the world that can gain weight by not eating. Dr thinks after a few good nights sleep everything else will get better, so here's hoping.
My mum comes home tomorrow too, she's been on holiday to Kenya for 3 weeks, although i don't see her a lot and we're not all that close, i really miss her when she's not here, can't just call her on skype to have a chat. I don't think i'll tell her i'm signed off, she doesn't believe in depression/anxiety and she doesn't know about the 2nd miscarriage either where she was away.
Hubby is home all weekend again so that will be nice, he worries when he's at work and i'm down, i'm half expecting his mum to come over alot to check up on me. Off to get my pills in a mo and pick up some more cinnamon and raisin bagels, yummy!!
