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[trinab]

Ahh i just love your way with words sal u make me chuckle. How r u findin sw in general. I just duno wot the hel 2 do now. I cant control myself with food im bak to sayin il start 2moz and stuffin my face til i feel like crap!! Im soo peed off with myself. I just need sumbody to tel me wot to do and stick to it. O.h is no help he just sez u luk gud to me!!! Wel i dont luk gud to me and my jeans just dont want md to try fit my big belly and hips in them. Wtf we guna do sal. I cant seem to help my bloody self.x

 

[samsmum1]

Ahh i just love your way with words sal u make me chuckle. How r u findin sw in general. I just duno wot the hel 2 do now. I cant control myself with food im bak to sayin il start 2moz and stuffin my face til i feel like crap!! Im soo peed off with myself. I just need sumbody to tel me wot to do and stick to it. O.h is no help he just sez u luk gud to me!!! Wel i dont luk gud to me and my jeans just dont want md to try fit my big belly and hips in them. Wtf we guna do sal. I cant seem to help my bloody self.x

I know bud! What I cant understand is why i keep chucking my money at WW and SW when i,m just no good at dieting full stop! Its this housewifey type thing that does it-I was fab at sticking to it- (swam 2 miles a week and didnt eat much crap,b4 I had Sam) now the only thing i do at home ir eat crap-although i do like the treadmill.Whats the point though if I cant sort the diet!? Eating choc and drinking wine,s the only pleasure I get out of life!
Lol!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

Least u like the tredmill and your tryin to help yourself hun. Dont even go there with swimmin i just dont like it and im constantly checking that my boobs havent escaped. I just cant control the cravings on a nite. Im doing my own head in now!!x

 

[samsmum1]

Least u like the tredmill and your tryin to help yourself hun. Dont even go there with swimmin i just dont like it and im constantly checking that my boobs havent escaped. I just cant control the cravings on a nite. Im doing my own head in now!!x

Luv the boob thing! Ha ha-I wouldnt b seen dead in a pool til i shift my pregnancy weight at least (1 n a half stone) then the rest!Cant go anyway til Sept 2014 when Sam starts school cos of the time.I did my own head in years agoStarting to flap about OH 50th birthday meal n its not til a week on Sat! I,ve nothing that fits,no money 2 buy n e thing n stressed thinking about what 2 eat n drink!Aah-wish we could just stay in!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

I no what u mean thats y i dont mind not going out. What u guna do then hun. surely u got sumthing that fits.x

 

[samsmum1]

I no what u mean thats y i dont mind not going out. What u guna do then hun. surely u got sumthing fits.x

Nope-cos i,ve only been out once since i had Sam-all my good stuff went on E/bay and everything else is either casual Summer stuff that probably wont fit (didnt try it on last year cos we didnt get a summer-ha) I,ve only got I can see it being a pair of 3 quid Primani leggings with my old loose black top with silver sequins round the neck (dont think Kate Moss,ll be losing any sleep that night! Lol! Bit of a come down from Julian McDonald sequinned kaftans n Jane Norman sweater dresses that I used to go out in-boo hoo-depressed now!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

Bloody hel sal wot did u sell your gud clobber for. Id ov squeezed in them. Ok your guna have to acceserizd with your outfit. Get sum heals on and a nice neclace. Try do your hair and make up a dif way so that u feel nice and dif even tho your wearing your trusty old outfit. Anyway i love wearin my primani leggins with heals. I do have a pair ov river island leggings and they r amazin. They pul rite up to your boobs and they suck everything in. They r a tenner tho but so so worth it.x

 

[samsmum1]

Bloody hel sal wot did u sell your gud clobber for. Id ov squeezed in them. Ok your guna have to acceserizd with your outfit. Get sum heals on and a nice neclace. Try do your hair and make up a dif way so that u feel nice and dif even tho your wearing your trusty old outfit. Anyway i love wearin my primani leggins with heals. I do have a pair ov river island leggings and they r amazin. They pul rite up to your boobs and they suck everything in. They r a tenner tho but so so worth it.x

I know! But I thought I wouldnt b going out n e more with a new baby and everything would b out of fashion n e way! Can,t do my hair n e different cos i had it trimmed on Sat and now i look like dora the explorer cos my fringe is too
short! Oh well u know what they say-there,s only a week between a bad haircut and a good 'un1 Lol!I,ll have to sort out my stuff this week and not have everything out on the bed at the last minute like always!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

That hapend to me the other week with the fringe i could of bloody cried!! I blow dried it into a side fringe and it lucked gud or i pinned it up with a kirby grip. Try your stuf on this week and u might suprise yourself hun. Luck at it this way u can go out and feel like **** and wish u wasnt there or make the best of what uve got hold your head high and have a gud time. Just think if u get your ass in gear this time next year u will love how u luck and be how u want to be.xx

 

[samsmum1]

That hapend to me the other week with the fringe i could of bloody cried!! I blow dried it into a side fringe and it lucked gud or i pinned it up with a kirby grip. Try your stuf on this week and u might suprise yourself hun. Luck at it this way u can go out and feel like **** and wish u wasnt there or make the best of what uve got hold your head high and have a gud time. Just think if u get your ass in gear this time next year u will love how u luck and be how u want to be.xx

You,re right matey-i think i feel tired n crap cos the painters r in-this time next week i,ll feel better -just wish I could go into the bloody change or something,I hate being at this funny age! Lol! Just read a sweet tooth recipe in Sw pack 2 use up this tub of quark up-mix it with a sachet of choc options 2 make a choc pudding 4 2 syns.Yuk-it tastes a bit like choc philly! Stopped me wanting choc though cos its made me feel sick! Lol!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

Keep it in the fridge then hun and when u wana eat chocy have sum of that first,should do the trick!!! Yeh im sure your guna feel loads better soon. Just try make sum time for yourself tho.x

 

[samsmum1]

Keep it in the fridge then hun and when u wana eat chocy have sum of that first,should do the trick!!! Yeh im sure your guna feel loads better soon. Just try make sum time for yourself tho.x

Cheers matey-you too-hows the food going 2 day-u been good?
Sal x

 

[trinab]

Realy gud. Thats only coz i havent had a min all day. Stil cleanin!!! When i start i cnt stop but least i arnt stufing my face. How have you done.x

 

[samsmum1]

Realy gud. Thats only coz i havent had a min all day. Stil cleanin!!! When i start i cnt stop but least i arnt stufing my face. How have you done.x

Was doing ok but the had a big glass of vino in the aft then two slices of thick white Hovis with utterly butterly on when i got in from work at half eleven! Bugger why do I do it?!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

To be fair hun thats realy not that bad,u could of done alot worse.x

 

[samsmum1]

To be fair hun thats realy not that bad,u could of done alot worse.x

Well-totally stressed 2 day-had a load of Doritos dipping chips with sour cream and Maltesers!They were instead of actual food-but still! Lol!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

Love doritos!!! Think im guna have a ham and egg salad 4 tea 2nite. Cnt believe i havent sat and munched today seen as tho ive been up since 5 with leah. Im guna get a blackout blind 4 her room.x

 

[samsmum1]

Love doritos!!! Think im guna have a ham and egg salad 4 tea 2nite. Cnt believe i havent sat and munched today seen as tho ive been up since 5 with leah. Im guna get a blackout blind 4 her room.x

I so feel your pain hun! I had 2 drag myself out of bed n Sam was up at 6.30!Mind u I dont get 2 bed til after 12 on a work night so i suppose it works out the same!I think thats half the trouble-when I,m tired all my good intentions with food go out the window,although i dont know what we,re going 2 eat 2 day there,s bugger all in the cupboard!
Sal x

 

[trinab]

Ive had to put a lock on the downstairs door so she cant cum down in a morn while im stil in bed. doesnt matter what time she goes to bed either she stil gets up at stupid o clock. Just an 8 o clock lie in would do me. Shoping today 4 me so im guna plan my meals G the wk coz my shopin bils r horendus. Last week it was 95 quid i mean wot the hel theres only 4 ov us. Usualy its like 80 every wk but stil i think thats alot.x

 

[samsmum1]

Ive had to put a lock on the downstairs door so she cant cum down in a morn while im stil in bed. doesnt matter what time she goes to bed either she stil gets up at stupid o clock. Just an 8 o clock lie in would do me. Shoping today 4 me so im guna plan my meals G the wk coz my shopin bils r horendus. Last week it was 95 quid i mean wot the hel theres only 4 ov us. Usualy its like 80 every wk but stil i think thats alot.x

I know-there,s just too much month left at the end of the money! Still feel crap,just so tired and ill.had a row with OH cos there was a daytime job i wanted but wouldnt have childcare for every other Sat (fishing days!) and school hols.asked if he could work round it and he flatly refused saying 'you gotta do what u gotta do'!! i was fuming! Sick of coming in and they,re both snoring their heads off.Can,t believe i,ve got this 4 the next 10 yrs+!!
Sal x