hmmm....i'm having to resurrect this thread as i'm making wrong choices - again!!!
i have been being lazy and not planning - i know exactly what i'm doing wrong and don't care - well i do really, but i'm in the oh f*** it mode and i need to get out of it.
i didn't get weighed today - knew i would have to miss it - and really didn't want to use it as an 'excuse' to eat badly as i have got til next sat to put it right - but i have done exactly that and now will have to work bloody hard if i am to be anywhere near the 8.12 i was last week by next saturday.
stupid stupid me!
just tried some clothes on in next - picked up all size 8s - can still get in them - but there are bulges appearing and i can see the fat me poking through!
this has to stop
in the back of mind i keep thinking 'well never mind i can go back on abstinence and lose it in a month' - but i DO NOT want to do this. i want to feel like i have learnt from LL -not to use it as a crutch and an excuse to overeat.
at the moment i feel i have learnt nothing
anyway - kicks up the bum welcome....
kicked myself earlier and...
i have planned my next weeks menu. i have shopped and have all the ingredients ready.
tomorrow i start making the right decisions again
i have a party 2 weeks today and i want to get another wear out of my monsoon dress - if it was tonight i wouldn't be wearing it :cry:
wish me luck guys
daisy x