So I have come back, and not on the Cambrdige diet. At the moment, I'm just workout out a lot. My trainer's cooked up some kind of Herbalife diet and regular food mixture I'm starting soon because my weird body won't lose weight on its own.
I started regularly going to the gym about 2 months ago. I went 3 days a week for my appointment with the personal trainer. I struggled and totally hated the cardio part; I had to do treadmill at like the speed of 2.
My trainer is completely amazing though. We've become friends, and she made it worth going in for. Before long, things were getting easier, and I actually found myself *gasp* Looking Forward to going to the gym!!!!
Now, I still have my appontment 3 days a week, but at a mroe difficult level, and I can do the elliptical for a long time, with the bending like I'm sitting that kills my legs while on it, and backwards and stuff. And my cool down is doing the treadmill at an incline at 3. I'm really happy about that. I'm also going to the gym on days I'm not training because I have a worse day when I don't make it in, and miss it.
I also recently started kickboxing. Right now, it is kickboxing my butt, but today the gym owner said the instructor raved to her about how I killed his class. I said, "Are you kidding me?? I barely made it! He killed!!" She informed me that most people quit less than halfway through their first class and never come back, and those who do take a couple weeks before they can get through the entire class. So... now I feel much, much better about myself because I made it al the way thorugh on my first ever class and went back for more!
This is now going to be kept as a fitness journal, and feel free to drop in and say hey.