Have a good week away, Pesty.
All of us who have ever tried to lose weight - whether it's by SW or anything else - know that when our head's not in the right place, no power in heaven or earth is going to make us do it. And "helpful" friends who try to force the issue only make it worse.
So there's no kicking from me.
Take a break. Do what you need to do.
And if & when you decide that you're ready, come back, and I for one will still be here. Still plodding along with my zillions to lose.
I'm glad that life outside of this weight-loss lark is good. Maybe that's what you need. A break from giving yourself a hard time, and just to enjoy other things for a bit.
Forget all about this until something in you decide it's time.
JOT xx