Right here goes..... I suppose if Im keeping a diary I have to write the things I dont really want to confess to as well as my triumphs
Yesterday I was struggling from the get go , due to the 2 panckakes and the mini crunchie the night before no doubt pushing me out of ketosis
had porridge for breakfast , chilli mid afternoon , porridge again about 7pm , spag bol and veg 9pm and a bar straight after
5 packs , not great but not the end of the world either
........hmmm followed by a cupcake , 2 weetabix with peanut butter and jam and a bowl of fruit and fibre cereal and another bar Doh!!
I just couldnt stop :cry:
On the plus side , I "went" last night (before the eating ) and again this morning , put down in part to the bran ive been adding to my porridge.
Anyway was going to give the scales a miss this morning but then decided I should face up to the damage Ive done
STS , very surprised , but as someone said before i was probably due a loss but I negated it with the eating
I can honestly say I dont feel too bad , I have noticed that I get to about day 10 to 12 and this happens , and yes it slows me down , and yes it means I have to get back into ketosis , but somehow in invigorates me and makes me more determined
I may have to re-evaluate my goal date
Be gentle with me
