Well completely not on the diet atm. I feel terrible but work is really busy at the moment so been working long hours. Thank god its the weekend! I don't feel like eating most of the time but due to being too tired to do anything when I get home I've been eating sandwiches in work. I'm not actually craving carbs, mainly as I've sort of said to myself I can eat anything I want but actually I feel so rubbish I don't want to eat anything!
Soooooooo.........yesterday had all my oatbran (muffins) had a ciabatta with brie and cajun chicken from the amazing sandwich shop (I really needed a hot lunch and figured "feed a cold") which made me feel a lot better surprisingly and a mars hot choc from the machine in work. I had a small pork chop and two sausages with some mashed squash for dinner and a bit of iced sponge cake. Also had some biscuits. So yeah....carbs.......
Today I've not been able to taste anything, had a muffin for breakfast, a chicken and ham roll for lunch which I regretted as I wanted something hot and I couldn't taste it anyway. My boss bought me a blueberry muffin that filled me right up and then didn't have dinner until about 10pm as I felt really sick, ended up having a bacon roll and a biscuit and almost a whole carton of fruit juice.
So been a bit carb crazy but to be honest I've not been wanting bread its just convenient. Mostly the thought of food has made me feel ill and when I have eaten I've felt really full. Buying lunch has been more out of habit than actually feeling hungry and its an excuse to escape the office. That said when I have eaten I've felt better even if I've had to motivate myself to eat. This evening I knew I was hungry but didn't want to eat it was only when the OH put a bacon sandwich in front of me I actually felt like having something.
So I have a plan, I'm going to try and do a relaxed consolidation until I'm on holiday at the end of next week which I was always planning to eat "normally" for, then get straight back into it with attack next Tuesday. I was kind of feeling like I had hit a plateau anyway so a kickstart would be good.
What is most reassuring is I haven't been craving carbs and going crazy, I thought I'd be going straight for the french stick and a snickers but I haven't wanted them at all. Also everything tastes too sweet after a month of no sugar!