day 14!!!
well after my meltdown last week i wasnt really sure how long i'd be able to do this diet for, but today im feeling euphoric! i knew if i could make it over the weekend and past the pmt i would be ok, and i hope i can continue with this feeling for the rest of the week!
when i first ever lost weight after lil lady number 1, i went to the smallest iv ever been at 9st 2, after a few years i found myself at about 10st 7lb and maintained that for a long time and was happy there, even though i knew i was still a bit 'chubby' so it is tempting to stop where i am now, and lose the rest of the weight slowly, but im so in the zone at the moment im gonna finish the journey properly and get back down to 9st 2lbs - why go through all this hard work to still be at a stage where i constantly feel the need to go on a diet, but not feel bad enough to actually do it?
im starting to feel good again, i almost cried on saturday when it finally hit me how silly i was to let myself get so big again, and how i let myself stay that way all last year without trying much to sort it out, and not really realising how fat i actually did look, wasting a whole year been miserable!!
NO MORE - this year im going to have the best year ever, im gonna enjoy my two absolutely stunning girls, my gorgeous OH, wearing skirts again in summer and i will never go on holiday ever again wearing more or less the same thing everyday(black loose boob tube top and horrid skirt) because it was the only thing i felt comfortable in!
welcome back cheek bones