Day 10
Total 1,849cals
I had a fair amount of sushi and miso soup for lunch and a few mugs of green tea and water throughout the day so I was very surprised when I was nearly home I started feeling really faint and dizzy. When I got inside and sat down it got a bit worse so I wolfed down some digestive biscuits hoping it would make me feel better. My OH came home armed with McDonalds so I had a cheeseburger, chips, apple pie and coke. I felt a lot better after that although I still have a slight headache. No idea what happened there, quite surprised. I had planned to have some chicken and salad for dinner today but that went out the window
Work was VERY quiet today so I had a LOT of time to think about things. Mainly diet related things lol Hard not to ignore the tyre round the middle if you don't have much work to distract you!
I'm on Day 10 on this 12-8pm calorie counting thing I'm attempting for the first time in my life but I don't feel much better than before and the scales certainly don't show a loss. I'm constantly maintaining within 1kg from when I started. Is it too early or is this not for me?
I love all food including junk food and I like both sweet and savoury. I eat food because I like it. The flavours, textures etc but I'm not always good with cooking things from scratch. I could easily have three packets of crisps instead of proper food for lunch or dinner and the calories would be similar.
In this case it's about the quantity (calories) but what about the quality (actual food)?
Maybe I do need structure. Maybe I do need rules.
The only thing that made me lose weight AND made me feel healthier was the Dukan Diet. It was so hard giving up carbs for so long and I hit a plateau on the weight loss after losing 2 stone, I was fed up so threw the towel in and didn't even bother to consolidate what I had lost till then. I was only half a stone away from goal. That was two years ago. Needless to say, I soon piled it all back on because I went back to my old ways. Since then I've been dabbling with all sorts of diets but I found it hard to stick to any other diet and have maintained this weight - which is my heaviest and pre Dukan weight. I can say at least I haven't gone over that but I don't want to stay like this!
With a heavy heart, I think I will have to go back to Dukan. I say heavy heart cos I know it won't be easy but hey, if losing weight was easy there would be no overweight people!
It's my OH's birthday next Friday and we have plans for dinner plus something planned for Saturday too. I still have quite a bit of food that's not allowed on Dukan - that my OH doesn't eat - left in the flat. I'll have those and limit the damage until I can start Dukan next Sunday. I need to psych myself up for this!