Pretty little blue Pill!!!- the fight to the end!!!!!

Mine were at that weight yesterday Kes today I'm up a pound :( but I was starving yesterday. Having said that I didn't overeat too much possibly just carbs and water.

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thanks guys...

im a bit cranky at myself tonight. as i caved and had some of the pasta bake that my husband had for dinner.. but i didnt go overboard, and i have not used it as an excuse to eat everything in sight, so im hoping that i have at least got something from it and not gone out for the count on the food.

its so horrible outside, the fog is really thick, and very cold out there... brrrr dont feel like going out anywhere.
 
Well done on stopping at that, this weather is bad for making you want comfort food x
 
i do kinda figure that if im on this diet i have to have a few off moments or im not going to get through it... and im going to deal with them as they come

i also forgot to write that i had a call from one of the nanny agency's im with, and they have given me the phone number of a family i need to call and they really liked my CV... i called the number this afternoon and it went straight to voice mail, so i left a message..

i will try and call back tomorrow. im very excited, its a good job, (a little further than i wanted to travel, but good money)
 
Are you doing total meal replacement? If so then I would say you would need a bit of something every now and again..
Good luck on the job front, hope it works out x

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Are you doing total meal replacement? If so then I would say you would need a bit of something every now and again..
Good luck on the job front, hope it works out x

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Yeah, just till I get my dress to do up, then its back to how I started. Cal counting and lots of exercise!
 
You must be so disciplined :) x

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i have to be. i couldnt do it all the time if i wasnt... i love cooking (and i guess because im overweight i love eating it too) but i just really love too cook and taste it as i go along. and i think that is where went down hill yesterday as i was being the nice wife (cooking something that i would demolish all of it) and cooked my husband dinner. thats where my mistake started, and so i know now i can not put myself in those kinds of situations... i will gladly cook him dinner but its going to have to be Brussels sprouts and dirt lol
 
right as suspected this mornings weight was up.. (amazing what a little carbs can do when you shouldn't be having them LOL)

weight: 13 stone 6.4lbs
so im back where i was on saturday. but thats ok. i can work that off, and im sure that i have learnt from my mistakes and i will get back on track.. well im already back on track and going full steam today.

its so cold outside.. my phone says that its -3 and its 2:30pm thats not good... in my eyes thats stay at home wrapped in a blanket cold.

but it is really pretty outside with all the frost.. i love it when the spiders webs are all frosty, and the trees are just white.. does kinda make it feel like christmas, however for me i have always had hot christmas's so its not something i am used to (well i am because i have been here for 7 years) but you know what i mean. all the american movies have cold snowy christmas's and it does look like christmas out there...
 
I've caught up a little and this mornings scales are at
13 stone 4.8lbs

I was supposed to be covering an early shift today, (that horrible 5:30am start (but 5am to actually get out there and defrost the car LOL)) but the lady that I was covering text me last night and said who she was going shopping with isn't well, so she could do the shift so that I can have a day off and try to get over this cold (which has not got any better, and I've almost lost my voice!)
So I actually took her up on the offer, and I am resting in bed ( thinking about how much I need to get done so I'm trying to forget about all that....
 
Hope you feel better soon. x

Thanks hun... had a day at home, got some jobs done, and then had a spray tan and my nails done... fingers crossed they won't split....
 
ooohhhh could kill my scales lol

weight this morning was 13 stone 4.2lbs

0.2lbs away from my first mini goal.... :cry:

oh well that will have to wait for a couple of days now as i have my christmas party tonight for work, and on sunday i have another meal out.
so i dare say my weight will be up... i have also done a chart on the computer... lol i am so sad some times :)

i have no idea what to wear tonight. i ahve a dress that i think is too tight... and the postman has not come with any others that i have ordered, but maybe they will come this afternoon... (im sure they will all come tomorrow when i dont need them)
so might just have to go and search the wardrobe in a min...
 
well that was a interesting night...
it was lovely. wore a red just below the knee length dress, and my killer red heals (i say killer cos they are high and hurt ya feet)
had a few wines, jager bombs, and some teqila shot. (mixed with lemonade i think) and BOY am i regretting that.
i was so ill over night!! spent most of the night in the bathroom, and on the sofa coz i didnt want to wake my husband.
so seedy today as well.. but i think im more tired now than anything...

but as a result of not having the lovely meal that we had ( mushroom and leek soup, lamb and steamed veg and potatoes and sticky toffee pudding) in my stomach..
i didnt think i drank that much, but clearly because ive been on cd i am guessing it was amplified. so i will never be drinking again while on this diet.
i didnt start drinking until i had eaten.
scales this morning were 13 stone 3lbs. :)

i have another meal out tomorrow, but wont be drinking. (just diet coke) and then back to normality...
 
Oh no that sounds awful and I can sympathise after I was sick earlier in the week... What a great number to show on the scales this morning :)
Glad you are feeling better x

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well the meal out last night was lovely, and def well worth the scales this morning

13 stone 7.6lbs

i was a little gutted when i got on the sclaes this morning, but im just hoping that its all fluid (well i am dreaming thats what it is) and that it will all go tomorrow or the next day..

but the meal out made up for friday nights ill night and it was really good.. great company and it was such a laugh. we went out for Thai, and we had the mixed sharing starter, and i had chicken with veg in some soy like sauce with mushrooms. it was yummy how ever i could not fit it all in. i didnt leave much and im sure i could have shoved the remainder in my gob, but i didnt because i want to dicipline myself in that when i am full that is it. you dont need to eat anymore dispite how nice it is. i need to learn control and i need to say no to myself and not let myself just shove how ever much in my mouth as i want.

so im pleased with that little lesson i have started to force apon myself.

also what made the scale increase a little easier to bare was the fact that my work trousers felt a little less tight this morning, which was nice. so i am hoping that what i have gained is just gonna be water retention. and that the 5 millions litres of squash i have drank today will make up for iit :)
 
As Lexie said to me last Thursday after my Xmas do, your body has gone into shock, come Thursday you will be back to what you were... Was you back on the shakes today? x

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yep, back on it today until christmas day now...

need to fit into this dress and im beginning to stress about it now...
 
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