thanx for all of your words of advice and support doo really appreciate it means a lot to me and it means a lot more that you lot are putting up with me...:$ but still to have the curves just to be a smaller sizee that is all...not super skinny...coz i don't agree with that either...just want to be a slim but curvyy girl...naah i won't tell you to shut up mark coz i doo appreciate your comments and they mean a lot to me..i am currently a size 12-14 not a size 10 lol that is what i want to get to hehe.... but yeah thank you for the advice but hun the luv handles are anything but smalll lool..so my bod wil just have to get used to it lool in losing weight hehe i have done it before justt this time arouund bit more harder and my feelings and emotions are not the same as they were b4 when i lost weight....as then there was no pressure and had bit more spare money on me...and also it seem as it was quicker at that first time...buh don't know might b all in the head...thank you mark for your words ...tempted to have a bar now lol hmm what to do a bar or a soup.. hope the people ther are nice and not daunting..lol.. i have looked at some video's on you tube and it looks like fun and my friend who is on the cd diet goes to them but she from bham so i have asked her and she said it is fun and a really good workout..so the plan is while i am in lester til the end of my tenancy contract neway will be going to zumba dance classes here and then after when i am back in sheffield will b going to the classes there as i have found a place quite close to me back in sheffield...the clas in leicester is not too far from me either soo should b kk got three days to fix this and get a decent loss soo fingers crosssed!!! i am hoping the dancing tonight will help me along a bit as it is not really cardio more of a toning workout think it is......today i fitted into my size 10 denim skirt!!! soo was dancing and jumping up and down for quite sum time...its a shame the same can not be said for at the moment...and its a shame the waist don't seem to be looking any smaller for me in the mirror or to others at the moment..oh well guess will just have to carry on till i get to size 10 jeans then eyy......going to get ready for zumbaa in a bitt hehe.......i am defoo going back there again next week up til the time i go back to sheffield and then will be also going there as well..in fact in sheff i am going to try and up it to two times a weekk i would defoo recommend it to ne1...and thankfully the people there were really nice and it wasnt as daunting as i thought it would be....don't know if its in my head though it probz is lol but i feel as though i am looking tiny bit better now even though the scales are just not currently working with me very well.. lool
