Step 1 Sole Source Pudges last stop on the slimtrain!

[gottakeepsmiling]

Hello Just been reading your posts! I am in week 3 now and have been introduced to the bars, which are actually realllly good. Its nice to be eating! You sound like you are doing really well I was reallly lucky and and didnt have any headaches, did feel faint mind. The water issue is as long as you are drinking a minium of 4 pints any extra is great! I struggle at weekend drinking water but hey ho many toilet trips at work!!!

i think you have well timed it, with the whole having to do loads of work so you dont have to be around people and explain! I find it annoying after a while, when people bring in reallly nice food into work to share and I am like..'nooo' cant have it.... and with the socialising is especiallty hard. Like you I too dont drink often but do like the option of going for a couple... this friday is a big challenge as I am meant to be going out... heavy out.. but my mind has been majorly but off by the forum thread about drinking on SS, and how it can be very dangerous. I am realllllly unsure what to do. I think I can go out and not drink but its the enviroment you can only enjoy drunk!

I just keep thinking this is not forever. This is for a better me by the end of it!

xxx

 

[pudge]

Hello Just been reading your posts! I am in week 3 now and have been introduced to the bars, which are actually realllly good. Its nice to be eating! You sound like you are doing really well I was reallly lucky and and didnt have any headaches, did feel faint mind. The water issue is as long as you are drinking a minium of 4 pints any extra is great! I struggle at weekend drinking water but hey ho many toilet trips at work!!!

i think you have well timed it, with the whole having to do loads of work so you dont have to be around people and explain! I find it annoying after a while, when people bring in reallly nice food into work to share and I am like..'nooo' cant have it.... and with the socialising is especiallty hard. Like you I too dont drink often but do like the option of going for a couple... this friday is a big challenge as I am meant to be going out... heavy out.. but my mind has been majorly but off by the forum thread about drinking on SS, and how it can be very dangerous. I am realllllly unsure what to do. I think I can go out and not drink but its the enviroment you can only enjoy drunk!

I just keep thinking this is not forever. This is for a better me by the end of it!

xxx

hey!! thanks!.. you just gotta remember that its not forever. i completely understand about it being a drunk only environment. I hate being sober then. To be honest, if its one of those night, you should just go out, show your face and have a few glasses of sparkling water and then call it a night. Nothing worse than being the only sober one when everyone is hammered and youve noone to actually talk sense with! good luck youre doing great!



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So that my picture at 9.7stone... the 16stone one was quite terrible looking... came home early from the library today because the ob that i do have called to say that i actually cant start for like three weeks and i was relying on starting today so i went into panic mode because i have bills to pay and ive been job searching online ever since i came home!..

stress..

Just now was the first time that ive been at home really freaked out by what im going to do and wanted food. I just had a word with myself and im fine now, but it was scary having the food thoughts back!


Hope they leave me alone now that they know theyre not welcome ha!

Also spoke to my new doc today about medicine that i wanted to go back on and she was like,,oh you cant because of your weight. So i told her what i was doing and justified it all and then she goes off on a tangent of how im going to put it all back on.

To be honest i was in a terrible mood anyway so i just gave it to her. I usually would just agree and let her think she was helping me but i was like, I wont put it back on, the only people who do are the ones who dont retrain their brain to eat differently. etc etc... i think she got the message. ( i said it in the nicest calmest most polite way).,,,, cant wait to go in when ive finished cambridge... woooo another one to add to my "show them you can" list.. .. just makes me want it more!


only 185 days to go! yayyyyy x

 

[pudge]

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I love how easy this all is!... hope i dont jinx it now ive said that!.. but its true,, its completely in the mindset for sure. Positivity and determination is key!

all good here,, dad read my mind and set me a care package of ground coffee, coffee sachets and a coffee gift card! ha!... wont be back on till tonight.. want to get this essay done today,, another 2500 and a few statistical analysis and ill be done.. love writing,,hate statistics!

hope youre all good today x

 

[Sian :)]

You are doing FAB pudge and sounding so positive!! Im glad your finding it so easy, so am i at the moment (touch wood) apart from the little slip lastnight. The frustrating thing is that i wasnt even hungry, it was just there and my will power must have been out of the room at the time to stop me!! Ha!! We just need to keep going. We can do this and we will

 

[gottakeepsmiling]

I cant believe your doctor was like that!!! thats so mean! Mine had to sign the paperwork as i am on other medication... I dont think she actually looked at what she was signing as my mum works with her and mentioned my loss to her and she started worrying about if I was going to be okay and not to 'starve' myself... bit late for that!

Everyone is doing great yayy!!! xx

 

[Kirsteenie]

Woo! Keep it up pudge! Coffees like my saviour ahah xxx

 

[JussyMC]

Oh bless your dad! What an awesome rescue package.... Enjoy sweety! I'm sure all the job stuff will work out... It's not easy at the moment in the market though I know... Good luck Hun... Xxx

 

[pudge]

You are doing FAB pudge and sounding so positive!! Im glad your finding it so easy, so am i at the moment (touch wood) apart from the little slip lastnight. The frustrating thing is that i wasnt even hungry, it was just there and my will power must have been out of the room at the time to stop me!! Ha!! We just need to keep going. We can do this and we will

Thanks lovely!.. so glad youre positive after last night! thats the only way to be.. forget about it and move oN! i cant wait to be slimmmm! we will be there sonn!

I cant believe your doctor was like that!!! thats so mean! Mine had to sign the paperwork as i am on other medication... I dont think she actually looked at what she was signing as my mum works with her and mentioned my loss to her and she started worrying about if I was going to be okay and not to 'starve' myself... bit late for that!

Everyone is doing great yayy!!! xx

I know! crazy lady! to be honest she just kept talking and i couldnt get a word in edgeways! ..haha,, its like a safe starving,,how weird is that! ha how are you doing? x

Woo! Keep it up pudge! Coffees like my saviour ahah xxx

Thankks girlie! and you.. how are you getting on today?x

Oh bless your dad! What an awesome rescue package.... Enjoy sweety! I'm sure all the job stuff will work out... It's not easy at the moment in the market though I know... Good luck Hun... Xxx

Thanks Jussy! im enjoying it right now nom nom .. yeah i think youre right,, whats meant to be will be and all that x

 

[pudge]

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hey everybody,, you're all superstars


so another 100% day! to be honest i had no time to cheat.. i was in the library from 8.30 this morning till 9pm.,, just in the door and have another few hours to go, then bed then up and back to the library again ha! crazy..
spent 13 hours today doing statistics with my friend who is also doing the same paper. Between us it took 13 hours! and were not bad at it,, so i have no idea how everyone else is doing..

a few of us have been messaging each other all day with pics of what were doing etc. definitely the most statistics and analysis and data input and tests that i have EVER done.. and hopefully the last time ha!

anyway,,cant wait to get some tetras next week because i am home and have to have 2 products because i didnt want to bring the shaker with me to the library... id be in the bathroom shaking away


Glad the job i had decided they couldnt give me work this week after all because i would not havegot the stats part done at all!.. so now only 2500 words to go, and honestly,, that sounds easy after everything ive done today haha!


Other than that, nothing to report,, apart from i cant wait to be lazy on friday morning .. hope youre all doing well today...


Guess what......................................................... were going to be slim and happy and sexy and healthy REALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY soon! xx

 

[Lily]

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Guess what......................................................... were going to be slim and happy and sexy and healthy REALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY soon! xx

Yes we are! Great feeling, isn't it? :happy096:

Well done on your very productive day. Nearly... Nearly Friday.

 

[Theresa1966]

Hi Pudge, loving your motivation and that you gave it to the doctor well done you! you are doing fantastic hun and will get there! take care x x

 

[pudge]

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Yes we are! Great feeling, isn't it? :happy096:

Well done on your very productive day. Nearly... Nearly Friday.

So So So close! i needdddd sleeeepppp ha

Hi Pudge, loving your motivation and that you gave it to the doctor well done you! you are doing fantastic hun and will get there! take care x x

Hey! thanks girlie! lets hope the motivation sticks around for a long time x

 

[pudge]

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Morning all...

Im just off to the library again now. Was up till three, got my methods completed, now for intro results and discussion. Methods took me 4 hours so im guessing, worst case scenario I have a hardcore 12 hours ahead. Not to worry,, just cant wait to have it in!

I wanna catch up on everyones diaries ive been so terrible at responding!

Anyway,another day another nondollar but im working my bum off to one day have lots of dolla....woop!

have a good day everybody.. xx

 

[gottakeepsmiling]

Kepp goong!!! whoop whoop you sound like a very busy lady!! xx

 

[pudge]

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And i have a life again yayy! .. so after 28 hours in the library since wednesday and almost no sleep im finished! So happy. Slept for 9 hours last night and feel an awful lots better!

Also,,,, somehow or other it is now weigh day woop woop. Im excited because after today I can really make a proper decision about my losses for March.

Happy March everybody! x

 

[JussyMC]

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And i have a life again yayy! .. so after 28 hours in the library since wednesday and almost no sleep im finished! So happy. Slept for 9 hours last night and feel an awful lots better!

Also,,,, somehow or other it is now weigh day woop woop. Im excited because after today I can really make a proper decision about my losses for March.

Happy March everybody! x

Yey!!! Woop de woop! You're freeeeeee. Congratulations!! Pleased to see you're back and just in time for WI day! Looking forward to hearing your loss for this week?! I am!

When is WI? Keep strong and enjoy well earned rest xx

 

[bigfatjelly]

Hiya pudge, I have been popping on andrreading your diary when I can! You are doing so well!! I bet your thrilled to see the back of the library lol!! Good luck for weigh in, after being so good and refusing to give in you deserve a good loss xxx

 

[tomnkatesmum]

Well done for finishing all your work pudge! I cannot believe you've stuck so well while working so hard! Well done hun, you are rocking this!!! Xx

 

[pudge]

Thanks guys youre all awesome!

Well the moment of truth... im down 6 pounds this week..woop woop!.. i thought i might make the 7 which would bring me to a stone in two weeks but i know itll be gone next week..yayyy!!

So had my weigh in and then went to meet my friends for a nice relaxing evening in a shisha bar. Nice to get out and do something and not feel the need to drink! though i did sneak into the loo an drink my strawberry tetra ha!... yum yum!

Also got some bars to try..oohhhh im excitedd

off to have a read of how youre all doing! x

 

[Kirsteenie]

Amazing loss this week Pudge At least next week you will have lost over a stone! You've that to look forward too! Keep it up : )xxxxx