So glad I've past the 8 week phase. My book (bible) said that the chance of having a miscarriage after a missed period was 15-25% but once you hit 8 weeks it dropped to 3% and 1% after first trimester. So I've had that 8 weeks in my head for a while and glad I'm into it. 8w3d
So I'm sat in Sainsbury's with a hot chocolate (coffee still makes me feel ill) and I'm sat near a mother and 2 kids. There chatting kid talk and I'm smiling cos it's so funny. But it also TERRIFIES me. I hope this is normal. I was thinking about how little I know about babies. I have totally forgotten about the fact that I have to give birth, my only worry is being a good parent. Cos I am actually clueless. I said this to my friend (the only one who knows) and she said I'm already a good mummy cos I'm worrying about how to be a good mummy. Anyway I guess the decision is made....I just have to hope I know what to when we arrive home from hospital.
I am also scared about labour....I looked at some pictures in my book and I dunno how I'm gonna fit a baby out of me.....but I have some totally wimp friends that managed it and that makes me feel better.
Food.......
I was very annoyed the hubby ate my crumpets this morning. When we went shopping I said 'if your having crumpets this week can you put another pack in, cos I want 2 everyday' nope he didn't want any. He ate my last 2!!!!! Now that may sound harsh but I did warn him and he didn't listen. So he bought me some at lunch....I managed with toast after moaning haha!!
Lunch was chicken and rice. I actually bought a pack of pre made rice in a pouch. It was Tilda Mexican bean rice. I really enjoyed it. Never really bought rice in a pack before.
So I'm in sainsbury's......we don't have a planned evening meal. However we have some options but I may see something while I'm shopping. I need to buy some leggings in a 12. My 10 are leaving a red line over my stomach. I'm not big enough for maternity but I'm totally bloated and it ain't going. I don't think I have a bump yet but the bloating is deceiving.
In other news......my manager found out a staff member was pregnant today (not me) it is a lady who works in a different building. She was moaning on and on and on about it. How she needs to find someone else, train them up. I'm sitting there listening thinking hahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahaha my manager is a witch with a b. I can't wait to tell her I'm pregnant lol. Can't wait. Mainly because I do loads of her work as she doesn't know how to do it herself. I don't like her much. She's the only thing I don't like about my job