thanks you lot. feeling a lot better physically this morning after a good nights sleep and a hot shower this morning. lot of little things starting to get to me emotionally though and i'm sometimes beginning to think why do I bother, especially seen as i'm trying to please everyone and I get people giving me hassle when its not that i'm doing it for me but for the benefit of everyone else.
diet has been absolutely shocking since tuesday and i've been having one of the worst periods of my existence since I went on antibiotics AGAIN for them earlier in the week.
going to take a couple steps back i think this weekend as i'm just feeling in a naff mood. I hate being negative and I want to enjoy my anniversary instead of spending it feeling sad.
catch up with you later and i really promise i will do soon xx