thanks everyone
Jen, dress is from Matalan (size 8 - 20) £18 - just bought it a week or so ago.
Rosie, bosom is courtesy of the amazingly magical bras I discovered in House of Fraser's lingerie dept. - padding is 3 inches thick and only "push up" bra that actually tells the truth! So amazed by them I bought in every colour - black, white and tan
Karen, Lenny looks really ferocious if you just look at him normally and a lot of dogs are really threatened by him but they go for him and he stands there and lets them attack him! He's terrified of absolutely everything.. especially bus stops - you have to cross over the road cause he wont go past them! He's also incredibly strong and has pulled me over in the mud many a time!

when we go out I am the one getting walked! (cant let him off the lead - we wanted to take him to training classes but the lady said no point simply because he is what he is - a sharpei - untrainable! LOL

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update on today.. forgot my packed lunch so bought a salad from work - grabbed the healthiest sounding one in a hurry - rocket and pesto. Got upstairs and opened it and noticed it was oily.. looked at calories... 628kcals per pack! IN A FLAMING SALAD!

turns out there is cheese, oil and pine nuts in it (why arent they in the title of the salad?!?!) but had just spent my only money on it and knew i would eat everything in sight at work if i didnt have something...
..turns out afterwards i felt totally defeated so had a slice of chocolate cake from bakery (samples.. damn them) and five fruit pastilles from Isobel's stockpile of sweets.
Tonight decided to do some damage control at party - driving so only had a diet coke - no problem there.
To start had vegetable soup - non creamy - said no to a bread bun. Main course was beef for me - cut every tiny bit of fat off - left my roasties, new potatoes and yorkshire pudding and just had beef, turnip, carrots, peas, cauliflower and 2 sprouts as tried and was impressed, but couldnt remember if they had points.. guessed not as they're like mini cabbages and cabbages are free..
then went and undid all good work with slice of xmas pudding and brandy sauce.
Drawing a line RIGHT NOW. Tomorrow I am swimming in the morning - rota'd in work every monday night now until after the new year

so Aquafit is being moved to a friday. Going to claw back four points tomorrow and re-mortgage my soul to the devil for an STS on tuesday!
..just feel really pants

think maybe sleep is the answer.