Loulabella
Gonna be skinny!
ooooh - u on msn?!?
Rach's Weight Loss Diary
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blackwidow
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you're right.. i'm making excuses.. real reason is I was chatting to a friend and then when i came off thought "cant be bothered" but i WILL do it in the morning!!! and if you are going to be up at 7am, jesus lady get to bed haha!
blackwidow
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not at this very second but yeah i am 
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am off to bed now though.. already fallen asleep once!
add me - [email protected]am off to bed now though.. already fallen asleep once!
Loulabella
Gonna be skinny!
Yer.... I am going too....am shattered..... Have added you tho x
blackwidow
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thanks everyone! Well.. still waiting on my dad - "we'll be there around 4ish love" ..what time is it now? 6:35 so i havent seen my gran (as have been waiting around!) and havent been over to drop presents off at my step mums.. GRRRR! Have Shanghai Noon on telly to pass time - only 99p on demand.. love Owen Wilson and Jackie Chan
foodwise.. not too great but within points:
B - 60g shreddies (3) 1/2pt sk. milk (1)
L - carrot and ginger soup (0) 2 slices bread (3) ham (2) slice of pizza (4.5) donner kebab meat (2)
T-
S- advent chocolate (0.5)
so 10pts to put towards a meal out.. wise choices must be made.. *prays for a tomato sauce pasta dish*
so i havent seen my gran (as have been waiting around!) and havent been over to drop presents off at my step mums.. GRRRR! Have Shanghai Noon on telly to pass time - only 99p on demand.. love Owen Wilson and Jackie Chan foodwise.. not too great but within points:
B - 60g shreddies (3) 1/2pt sk. milk (1)
L - carrot and ginger soup (0) 2 slices bread (3) ham (2) slice of pizza (4.5) donner kebab meat (2)
T-
S- advent chocolate (0.5)
so 10pts to put towards a meal out.. wise choices must be made.. *prays for a tomato sauce pasta dish*
blackwidow
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had a mixed night tonight.. loved seeing my dad.. i miss him so much not seeing him so often so was really great to see him.. however had an awful day with my sister - we ended up arguing earlier re: dad as Laura made plans to go out with friends when he has driven over 7hours to come visit us and bring us our xmas presents and take us out for a drink.. in the end her friends cancelled so she came anyway but that upset me that she didnt put him first. Then as I had to drive back up home (could have stayed but used as excuse to save points) I was on diet coke (and one malibu and diet coke - 0.5) all night, and Laura (who is only 17) was treated to whatever she wanted as we all thought her old enough to have a few - so she has been on double vodka lemon and limes all night. Went out with Dad, Di and Prikey - my dads best mate who he is staying with. Then after pub closed, Di wanted some food so we went to the closest place - Laura then said she had to make a phone call and would i stay with her while they went inside for food, so I told my dad and said we would be outside. She then wandered off towards Route 66 a few mins walk away and said come with me I'm just going to see Tremaine (guy shes interested in) and chat with him for a few mins. So I was walking along with her when she suddenly turned to me and said "STOP." so i was like why? and she said "just stay there" and I said no i was going with her and she goes "just do as you're told and stay".. pretty much talked to me like a dog - really barked at me. So she went to talk to this Tremaine who was stood right next to me and he asked her if she knew me and she said "no i'm on my own".
So me being me I'm absolutely devastated cause I'm so proud of my little sis and obviously I'm just a complete embarrassment to her to the point that she wouldnt even acknowledge she knew me. Wanted the world just to open up and swallow me - never ever felt so hurt ever.. i know i'm not the worlds most interesting person but I love my family and my friends and they're whats really important to me and i'm heartbroken she's too ashamed of me to even acknowledge she knows me let alone is related to me.
Just feel so small right now. Going to head to bed and get some sleep and hopefully straightjacket moment will have passed when i wake up.
So me being me I'm absolutely devastated cause I'm so proud of my little sis and obviously I'm just a complete embarrassment to her to the point that she wouldnt even acknowledge she knew me. Wanted the world just to open up and swallow me - never ever felt so hurt ever.. i know i'm not the worlds most interesting person but I love my family and my friends and they're whats really important to me and i'm heartbroken she's too ashamed of me to even acknowledge she knows me let alone is related to me.
Just feel so small right now. Going to head to bed and get some sleep and hopefully straightjacket moment will have passed when i wake up.
smilerjen
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ah honey, my sister has been embarassed of me since day one so I am kind of used to it now!! ha ha! Its such a horrible feeling but I think your sis was just trying to impress this guy! Its not so cool to bring your big sis along with you to meet a guy! Plus you have to remember she was drunk! Forget it, youre so much better than that and deserve to be treated with the upmost respect. you just have to put it down to drink and immaturity and laugh it off! big cuddles angel xx
(please walk a couple of steps behind tho when you come to Glasgow)
(please walk a couple of steps behind tho when you come to Glasgow
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lea8198
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Aww mate, that post was really touching. I'm so sorry she upset you. I agree with everyone here though. 1) She was drunk so did not really know what she was doing. 2) She was trying to 'be cool' 3) and most importantly she is only 17. When she grows up herself she will change and you and her will be inseperable (happened with me and my sis too). Please don't feel bad about yourself. You are a fantastic person and so loving and suportive and your sister is very lucky to have you and one day she will realise that herself
You're the best Rach xxx
You're the best Rach xxx
mommyB
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Everyone is right kids,including teenagers can be just plain thortless when they are trying to shwo off or impress someone.
y kids do it all the time.
That said it is sometimes really hurtfull when they touch a raw nerve,you might remember me a couple weeks ago when olivia told me i was embarrassing. I have let it go,but nits still in the back of my mind.
Kids that age just dont think before they speak.
Hope you had a good night sleep and are feeling a bit better this morning
y kids do it all the time.
That said it is sometimes really hurtfull when they touch a raw nerve,you might remember me a couple weeks ago when olivia told me i was embarrassing. I have let it go,but nits still in the back of my mind.
Kids that age just dont think before they speak.
Hope you had a good night sleep and are feeling a bit better this morning
Hey babes, chin up. Since i've only just got back on here (oops!) everyones already said what i was thinking, especially Jen. Hope your feeling better today xx
IreneH
Gold Member
Please don't be upset
She is at that funny age too old to be a child and too young to be an adult. And the drink wouldn't help. And here was a man she was trying to impress
Wonder whether it is worth at some point telling her how hurt you were
Big hugs Rach. You are absolutely lovely and a very caring person
Irene x
She is at that funny age too old to be a child and too young to be an adult. And the drink wouldn't help. And here was a man she was trying to impress
Wonder whether it is worth at some point telling her how hurt you were
Big hugs Rach. You are absolutely lovely and a very caring person
Irene x
blackwidow
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thanks everyone. trying to be less upset about it this morning but still getting teary when I think about it.. dont really feel myself - must just be another one of those days. Not sleeping so good (nightmares) atm so maybe that has something to do with it.
Makes me laugh when i think about this though - last night first night in ages havent had the same recurring nightmare - i was still terrified last night but I was being chased by a Terrys chocolate orange.. now i'm awake it doesnt sound scary but i woke up screaming like normal!
anyway i'm going to have a browse through everyones diaries and then get myself a shower before work. Today isnt too bad of a shift, hope i can sleep better tonight as tomorrow i am working 1pm-midnight.
Makes me laugh when i think about this though - last night first night in ages havent had the same recurring nightmare - i was still terrified last night but I was being chased by a Terrys chocolate orange..
now i'm awake it doesnt sound scary but i woke up screaming like normal!anyway i'm going to have a browse through everyones diaries and then get myself a shower before work. Today isnt too bad of a shift, hope i can sleep better tonight as tomorrow i am working 1pm-midnight.
Makes me laugh when i think about this though - last night first night in ages havent had the same recurring nightmare - i was still terrified last night but I was being chased by a Terrys chocolate orange..
Rach - you now hold the record for the weirdest dream! x
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