Thank you both
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(a smile each!)
The date on 1st is a lunch time one. And I will go to my friends straight after. And we will drink that night.... So... I can have something healthy to eat for lunch; presuming we are going to eat which I guess we are. I could just skip breakfast and just have that one meal. That night I am staying at my friends house and then we will both go to my brothers birthday the next day. This is good because I have no post alcohol temptation to be alone with food. At my brothers pub lunch birthday, I have checked the menu and will either have a chicken Caesar salad with no dressing or croutons (maybe i could swap them for other salad ingredients or extra chicken?), to get back into ketosis ASAP or if I went hard on the vodka and really need it: they do a Roasted squash, tomato & baby gem salad, toasted seeds & a chilli jam dressing (I will hold the dressing and maybe the seeds?). I will probably be back late that eve, and will go to work on the Monday so hope to be well away from food. That's one seriously planned weekend semi - off.
The people I see on the 1st include that uncle who was brutal about my weight gain. I think I was about 11stone4 when he saw me so I should be over a stone lighter on my return!
Last time I did this diet, well it was slim&save, I had about 10pounds less to lose, but by week 4 I was having crazy binges, I even binged on food packs (Kira was there for those days, if you read this), but this time I'm not. Maybe partly because I am not near to goal, like I was then , having 10 pounds more to lose. Maybe partly because I've learnt more? And maybe partly because I have a better social life, that I want to get back to, and I have planned fun events to look forwards to. I think I was pretty depressed and lonely the last time I seriously did a VLCD for a long stint.
I keep getting excited at the fact that I've only got 4 weeks left on this diet, and then I will start the bootcamp classes. I just need to make sure my weight goes down 11 pounds by then, and that my back is strong enough to exercise.