Morning ladies,
thank u all SO much for the birthday messages and thank u all so much for the kind words! I did have a nice birthday got some lovely things and had my hair done and she did it for free as a bday present(shes my friend she owns her salon) which i nearly cried at! no more red for me either
i am now brown going to go a caramel colour eventally!
Carl keeps on about me not stoppin WW as its my thing but that 20 will do a shop for us and i feel like if i continue with the mettings i am being selfish! and i am being selfish at gettin SO upset about not going to meetings BUT my family come before standin on some scales and ging to a meeting! i havent any digital scales at the minute if u all rememer i smashed them!!!!!!!
So i think everything thursday i might take lucas t school and then walk up to boots and weigh my self on there scales? what do u think is that a good idea? then eventally i will get some scales!
i have paid up to WW until 26th feb so i have another month of meetings! i am a lil scared about going it aline but like u ladies have been sayin i have to think of that amazin dress i will b wearing soon! I no i have each of u as well and i no i can find out how many points im on from this site as well as my weight goes down! I will miss workin out pro points but all the foods i normally have in i am going to write a list of grams and propoints ect! my friend is going to carry on goin which i totally respect and that sort of gives me that fire as to well i am defo going to keep going as i am NOT stoppin losing this weight and u continue to!!
i feel more posative today prob coz i am going to get wasted later lol!
i am having a difficult week with lucas and i seem to get dizzy and feel poorly when im battling with him! i went n had blood taken yesterday and monday i am going for my ECG!
yesterday food was MEGA bad i have 3 birthday cakes THREE and i have a bit of each one and i had an indian and a dipdab! that is my food from yesterday gggrrrr silly girl but it was my birthday ant pointed and goin to jus point from today!
my friends were meant t b off to york today/night but due to the snow (ggrrr stupid snow) they are not and now off to a motown night with there partners and have now asked me n carl to go but i am not cancelling on going to the pub n to my brothers! and plus going out with my friends will turn into a night out and when i tell them we cant afford i think they think i am lying!
my friend does SW and is now doing this from home coz of money n she has lost nearly 3 stone now but she said she went dizzy n the doctors told her that alot of low fat foods has sweenter in and something in that doesnt agree with some ppl so i wonder if that cud b makin me poorly?
Even though i am continuing with WW i dnt want to buy as many ww products and i want to eat as much fruit n veg as poss i dnt want to eat chocolate every night to use my points up no more but i dnt no what else to do how to use th epoints!
anyway sorry for the long post
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